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basics | |
whats your name?: | Jessica. |
what do people call you?: | Jessica, Jess, Jessie on occasion. Other things. |
where you named after anything?: | Where? |
if you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?: | Jesse. |
do people spell/say your name wrong?: | The first one? No, not generally. |
if you could change your name what would you change it to?: | I like it as is. |
gender?: | Female. |
birthday?: | July 15th. |
age?: | I'm nineteen nowadays ... somedays I feel that's really old, somedays I feel it's quite young. |
age you act?: | I freak out enough to be in my twenties, but I'm also immature enough to be in my teens still, so I think the in-between 19/20 age is good. |
age you want to be?: | I'm fine with now. I wouldn't want to go back ... that just is regressive and useless ... and I'm not ready to go too far forward. |
height?: | 5'3". I swear if you ask weight next. |
eye color?: | All right, fine. You didn't . Green. |
happy with it?: | Yes. |
natural hair color?: | Blonde. |
happy with it? if not do you dye it?: | Yes. No. |
righty or lefty?: | Righty. |
family?: | I have one...? |
pets?: | Yes, I have several. |
peircings?: | Yes, a few. I'm considering another one at the moment, just because I want to do something semi-reckless and that is the least permanent solution really. |
tatoos?: | Nope. The permanence is too serious for me yet. There have been very few things I am sure of more than a few years in my life ... I usually amend my "most important" things. |
love and stuff | |
single?: | Yes. |
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?: | I am with myself, my friends, my world. I'd like to be with a few boys I've met here, maybe ... I don't know if I'm really in a relationship place right now. |
are you in love?: | With the world and its craziness, yeah, always. |
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?: | Yes, but not necessarily in all the ways I'd like to experience. |
do you believe in love at first sight?: | Yes, but not in the way that you probably think I believe in it. |
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?: | As long as your definition of faithful isn't outrageous. |
do you want to get married?: | Yes, I'd like to. |
do you want to have kids?: | Yes. |
how many?: | I don't know, one or two. Maybe go crazy with like, eight, or something. |
do you believe in divorce?: | Yes, mistakes happen. There's no need to live in a mistake for the rest of your life. But I don't see it as an easy option. |
do you belive in true love?: | Yes, on my good days, I do. Today is a good day. |
do you consider love a mistake?: | No. I'm more of a "happy accident" kind of person. And I don't even think love falls into that category too often. |
turn-ons?: | I like kindness, and humor, and on the shallow end cute hair and accents and an infectious smile that lights up his face ... if you like animals, that's a big plus. |
turns-offs?: | Being unable to read between lines, general bad smell, being completely uninformed. |
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?: | Some of them do, some of them don't. I think it's that way for all people. |
what is best about the opposite sex?: | Oh, different things at different times, but relationships are wondrous things (and I don't use that word in the strict relationship sense -- just to mean interactions). |
what is worst about the oppisite sex?: | Oh same as above. But I do hate how boys tend to be unable to read between the lines of what women are saying. It seems so obvious! |
are you a virgin?: | Yes. |
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?: | Well, ideally yes. And definitely for the first time, at least, I'd say. But really are you going to be in love with every person you have sex with and even *should* you be? |
how far have you gone?: | Probably not. /// I'm not gonna answer that here. Obviously not all the way (see above), but I've played the game for sure. |
how many people have you had sex with?: | Zero. |
do other people consider you a slut?: | No, I wouldn't think so. |
right at this moment... | |
where are you?: | I'm in my room. |
what can you see out your window?: | The blinds are closed. I could see the other tower and various buildings. |
are you listening to music?: | No. Mostly silence and keys clicking. |
are you lonely or tired?: | Um, not particularly. I feel there are plenty of people around if I really wanted to reach out, and I want to go to bed if only because I want to avoid my studying. |
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling:: | Avoidant, Flirty, Hopeful, Restless, Nervous. |
are you talking to anyone online? if so who?: | Nope. |
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?: | Of the phone? That new planet/race? No. |
what are you wearing?: | What I wore today ... jeans, a teal tank, and a black sweater. Layers are so sweet, I'm so glad I discovered them. But yeah, pajamas soon. |
what are you doing?: | Typing this, avoiding studying for my orgo quiz (because I'm terrified I don't understand the material). |
whats on your mousepad?: | I don't have a mousepad. If I were to buy one ... I don't know. I wouldn't. Ha. |
friends | |
how many true friends do you have?: | I don't think "true friends" is really an appropriate term. |
are you a loner?: | I can be. I need my space. |
who is your best friend?: | I have different best friends for different reasons. But there are the highest rankers, but I don't really like to name names. They know. |
oldest?: | Oh we're not going *there*, are we? |
newest?: | Blah blah blah. |
shyest?: | I hate these. |
loudest?: | Honestly |
smartest?: | I |
ditziest?: | really |
funniest?: | really |
who is the best listener?: | do. |
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?: | I like both, as long as I'm comfortable with the one friend alone, or the group isn't too huge. I like intimacy. |
who do you wish you were closer to?: | I have an answer, but I don't want to type it...And really, it's for semi-selfish reasons. Not all, but semi. |
who knows the most about you?: | If you combined about three or four people's knowledge, you'd have most of me. |
who knows the least about you?: | A lot of people. People I don't know? |
who do you trust the most?: | All right, I'm bored again. |
the least?: | I thought they were getting interesting. |
who do you fight with the most?: | I was soooo wrong. But yeah, I have an answer for this one too. And it worries me. I don't know how to take it ... it pisses me off *so* much, but at the same time it's end |
who do you talk to online the most?: | earing...? I don't know. /// That varies. |
who do you talk to on the phone the most?: | Um, that varies too. I have a dysfunctional relationship with the phone. |
do you trust others easily?: | Strangers to a certain point, yeah, but it takes awhile for the trust thing, like it should. |
name one who's arms you feel safe in:: | My daddy. How about that. |
who house were you at last?: | An actual *house*? Not an apartment? Um ... mine, I guess. Awhile ago. We don't do houses here. |
who's your second family?: | I have a few, and for that I am thankful. Family gives something to me that nothing else does. |
who lives the farthest away?: | Ha, *I* do. |
do you.... | |
smoke?: | Nope. Never have. Not anything. Not even a puff. Second-hand, yeah, but otherwise no. |
drink alcohol?: | Yes. |
do drugs?: | No. |
pray?: | Not really, no. |
go to church?: | No. |
sleep with stuffed animals?: | I didn't used to, but I do now, thanks to my new love Hugh. |
take walks in the rain?: | Only when I have to. |
dance in the rain?: | Only when I can. =) |
do any sports? if so which ones?: | Ha, no, I don't *faire* le sport. |
sleep around?: | No, I'm usually in my own bed. =) |
lie a lot?: | Yeah, probably. Not as much anymore because there is less to lie about, but lying is something always readily available for me. No guilt, just usefulness. |
steal?: | No. Maybe music. |
gamble?: | No. I don't like gambling really. |
have you ever.... | |
kissed a stranger?: | Yes. And actually, it was a lovely experience. |
slept with a stranger?: | No. |
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?: | Yes. |
screamed so much you lost your voice?: | Sort of, like concerts and stuff, but not all the way. I don't know if that's *really* possible. I doubt. |
laughed so much it was painful?: | Yes. |
cried so much it was painful?: | Yes. But pain is helpful there. It's at least something concrete and *different* from the sadness. |
gone skinny dipping?: | No. |
played strip poker?: | No. I said I didn't like gambling. |
had a medical emergency?: | Yes. |
ran away from home?: | Not without the intention of returning eventually. |
done something extremely unexpected?: | Yes. If not on all fronts, then at least on one here or there. |
slept outside?: | Yes, in a tent and such, back when I camped. |
been onstage?: | Yes. I've acted on stage, even. I'm considering taking Acting French in Paris just to get back on the stage. It feels kind of like heroin. |
deep stuff.... | |
whats your biggest fear?: | I don't know that I have one, and if I do, I'd rather not exploit it. |
what was your weirdest dream?: | I've had too many weird dreams to pick just one. I like the one where we all live in a ladder/cot world and just crawl around all day on white PBC pipes. |
scariest dream?: | One I had when I was little including my grandmother, a dinosaur, a mad scientist in a cavernous basement, and vials and vials of blood. Or the repeated Wizard of Oz ones. |
do you have a reoccuring dream?: | Yes, quite a few. I don't remember all of them until they come back, one by one. Some of them I have since conquered and are gone now, but if they came back again, I'd know |
what was your best dream?: | them as I do old friends. /// Ones where I get back people I will probably never get back in real life again. |
what IS your dream?: | I have several. |
do you live in the moment?: | I attempt to, but at the same time there has to be some sort of remembrance of the past and consideration for the future. But only in twinges. |
what you greatest stregth?: | I'll forgive the n. And s. And apostrophe. Okay, maybe not. I have some strengths and weaknesses. They balance. |
whats your greatest weakness?: | Ha, see above. With just the apostrophe. |
do you have a motto you live by?: | I really like "No Day But Today," but I have a lot of mottos for myself. |
if your life were a movie what would it be called?: | J.Rea: A Life in the Life |
do you have any bad habits?: | Oh yeah, tons. I eat the wrong things, things that are bad for me ... I chew my nails, I don't wash my face enough, I am messy, I am neglectful and awful with phones, I doubt |
do you have any secrets?: | Oh yes. Life is no fun without them. Liberation, blah blah blah -- you need to have something to yourself only. |
are you fake?: | No...? |
what do you want to do in life?: | I'd like to be a veterinarian. And I'd like to do a lot of other things too. |
are you a daredevil?: | I can be, but in general, no. |
are you predictable?: | I can be, but just when you think I am ... I'm not. Ha. |
do you keep a journal/diary?: | Online, sortaaa. And travel journals, definitely. |
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?: | I wouldn't. That's too complicated, too many things would change from the change of just one. |
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?: | Yeah, sure. |
do you think your a good person?: | You're. You're. Thus, I am better than you at least, because lord knows I will judge you by your grammar. |
do you think your emotionally strong?: | You're! Yeah, I can be. Certain things break me down quite easily though. |
do you regret anything?: | No. Life is way too short for regrets. Do it, move on, do something else. |
do you think life has been good so far?: | Yeah, ultimately, it is. |
what do you like most about you body?: | I like that my waist makes a nice little tuck in. Sometimes, if dressed correctly, that shows. But always when I'm nekkid. HA. That reminds me of a quote. |
least?: | Loooots of other things. |
are you trust worthy?: | Yeah, I can keep other people's secrets pretty well. My own cause some problems sometimes, though. |
are you gullible?: | Not generally. I'm too doubtful/cynical for that. |
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