'cause i've known for years that we'd get here

1. What's my mood like right now?
"The Dark I Know Well" - Spring Awakening
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
"Figure A And B (Means You and Me)" - Hellogoodbye
3. What kind of person am I?
"Getting Married" - Gilmore Girls
4. Am I loved?
"White Lies" - Paolo Nutini
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
"Starfish and Coffee" - Matt Nathanson
6. What should I do with my life?
"Life is Wonderful" - Jason Mraz
7. Is everything really going to be all right in the end?
"Don't Let Go" - Pacha Massive
8. What is my best quality?
"Everybody But You" - Dave Barnes
9. How does my sex life look?
"Know Your Onion!" - The Shins
10. What's the meaning of life?
"Speeding Cars" - Imogen Heap
11. What do people think of me?
"Samson" - Regina Spektor
12. Would I make a good catch?
"Whispering" - Lea Michele
13. How crazy am I?
"Stars and Boulevards" - Augustana
14. Will I have a good life in general?
"Suddenly I See" - KT Tunstall
15. Can anyone ever really love me?
"Fidelity" - Regina Spektor
16. Can a mate and I ever be more than friends?
"Said You'd Be" - Panic Channel
17. What's going to happen to me this week?
"Le ciel dans une chambre" - Carla Bruni
18. Where will I be a year from now?
"Over It" - Katharine McPhee
19. What is my biggest wish?
"Edit" - Regina Spektor
20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
"Butterflies" - Dave Barnes
21. How will I die?
"Look After You" - The Fray
22. What will happen after I die?
"Little House" - The Fray
23. How do my friends feel about me?
"One Line" - PJ Harvey

and i kissed you through the bars of orion

About you... Could get personal.. So don't be shy
Your Outfit
What are you wearing?:	Pajamas. Woo.
What color are your underwear?:	Blue.
What Color?:	I'm pretty sure that's the exact same question.
What kind of underwear are you wearing?:	They have a little boybrief in them, a little hipster.
Are you wearing Shoes?:	Nope! I'm on my bed, and shoes don't belong anywhere on my bed.
How about socks?:	Nope. Bare feet.
What color are they?:	--
Do you polish your nails?:	Occasionally.
Do you get your nails done at a shop?:	Even less occasionally.
What kind of body wash did you use to shower?:	I haven't showered yet today.
Did you use perfume, cologne or bodyspray afterwards?:	--
Do you have on make-up?:	Nope, haven't really gotten ready in any sort of way.
Do you have on any Jewelry?:	Yes, my watch, my two rings, two earrings in my right ear that still don't come out even though I think the 4-month new-piercing time has passed.
Are you wearing lip gloss or chapstick?:	Nope.
Your Room
What color are you walls?:	White, but we have some posters up to break that up.
Is your room organized?:	Kind of ... it's definitely somewhat partitioned, but that's what happens when you share a room.
What are all the colors on your bed?:	I'm assuming you mean bedding, and not to include myself and all other things actually on the bed at this moment, in which case the answer is red, blue, white, purple. I refuse to get rid of my red sheets. =)
What do you have on your walls?:	On my personal wall, Johnny Depp and a sad boy. Indicative, really.
Do you have a first Aid kit in your room?:	Ha, no. We do have bandaids and various burn/cut creams. And lots of drugs (like Tylenol, silly, don't get all excited).
Do you have a TV in your room?:	Yep. It's going in storage this year, though. So no TV at home in my room for me. Not a big deal though ... I hardly ever use it at home. And if I want one, I'll just sleep in the basement.
How about a dvd player?:	Yes.
CD player?:	Not except for our DVD player, Playstation, and both laptops.
VCR?:	Yes, both in the TV and combined with the DVD player. We never use either though.
Do you have books in your room?:	Ha yes, most definitely. Novels, textbooks, dictionaries/thesauri, all of it.
What do you like most about your room?:	It's cozy, it works very well for its purpose, and I'm used to/comfortable in/with it.
How many purses or wallets do you have in your room?:	Oh lord, I have one purse .. two if you count my laptop bag .. but I'm sure Nalleli has at least five up in here.
Do you have stuffed animals?:	Yes. =) Nalleli and I kind of elved into Build-A-Bear activities this year, giving us four new friends (Mark and Harry for her, Hugh and Eli[jah] for me), plus her previous dog. Oh, and I have a fake cat, if that counts...it's not really stuffed in the classic sense, but it is not real, and it purrs and meows and breathes and such...
Do you have pictures on your dressers?:	No ... the dressers are saved for random shit, like the TV/DVDplayer, dirty dishes, candles, alarm clocks, books, makeup.
Random
Do you know a Mariah Carey Song?:	Yes...? I know several.
Can you sing it on the spot?:	Yeah, which one do you want?
Do you watch the news?:	Occasionally. Nalleli and I will watch Fox5 News just to laugh. It's almost better than primetime TV.
Ever Written anything that made it on the news or in the paper?:	No, but never really been in a position to do so either.
Do you like to study?:	Like it? No, not really. I like reading Campbell ... that's about as far as it goes.
Are you in school?:	Yes. University.
Do you have a piggy bank?:	No. Well, at home, I think I have a few, but they're not really active.
Is there money in it?:	Yes. An empty piggy bank is just depressing.
Do you have a stapler in your room?:	Yes, I know at least I have one.
Do you have any trophys or ribbons?:	In this room, no. And it's trophies. But at home I have a few, from high school and such.
How about hand sanitizer?:	Yeah, but I don't like it ... it makes my hands dry, and the pump on it is ruined, so it just sits in my drawer.
Do you have candles?:	Yep, a few, but they're mostly burned down.
Do you have dvds?:	Yes, several several several, most of them Nalleli's.
Do you have green pillows?:	Green? No. I just realized all of our pillows are blue. Weeeeird.
Theme Parks
Favorite Theme Park/s?:	King's Island just because it's where we always go. Other than that, I really liked Universal Studios Adventure Islands when we went.
Are you a roller coaster Junkie?:	A junkie, not really, but I enjoy them.
Favorite Rollercoaster?:	I really liked the Hulk one at USAI (look above).
How do you Feel about Water Parks?:	Good, when that's what you're intending, but I'm not into the water-park-inside-a-theme-park deal, because I try to keep dry on theme park days usually.
Whats your Favorite Water Park?:	Wyandot Lake just because it's where we always went ... isn't it supposed to be closing down now though? That makes me sad. I loved that wave pool.
Do you Like when Amusment parks celebrate Halloween?:	Never been to one for such a thing, but it sounds all right.
Whats the Best Halloween Amusement Park?:	--
Do you like long lines?:	No.
Why?:	They suck. They waste my time. They are the reason why you have to plan so carefully who you go to themeparks with.
Can you swim?:	Yes, though not in any sort of wonderful or impressive way.
Do you bring your own food to Amusement parks?:	No. But I don't eat much those days either. Try to eat before you go, try to get one snack or mini-meal there, and then eat afterwards. Everything's overpriced anyway. Usually a slice of pizza and Dippin' Dots. Dippin' Dots are totally either COSI or KI fare.
How many times a year do you go to Amusement parks?:	Ch, maybe once. It's sad, but I'm busy. And poor. And it's difficult to coordinate schedules.
Do you buy the pictures after the rollercoasters?:	Heh, occasionally.
Why?:	Because sometimes they just come out so classically.
Board Games.....Do you Like.....
Monopoly?:	Sure, but it takes fucking forever. I've only played it once, and that one time took multiple multiple hours, and finally Wes and I were just like -- that's it, we tie -- at around 4 am? Very late. Lots of toffee and Grey's Anatomy in the process.
Sorry?:	Helllllz yeah. Sorry is the shit. My shit. And I'm always red. I won't play if I'm not. Seriously. Ha, wow ... yeah, I don't know how I have friends either.
Clue?:	Eh, I was never really a big Clue fan.
Scrabble?:	I love Scrabble. Not in the ridiculous way that I love Sorry (and how it kind of makes you start to hate people in that really vindictive and vengeful way), but still. I like words, and I'm really good at spelling, and TextTwist is the shit, so I'm a Scrabble fan. Not rabidly, but still.
Upwords?:	I think I played it once, and it was all right.
Chutes and Ladders?:	Ohhh man. I freaking loved this game when I was little. Still do, though not as much when it's the snake form, and I also hate how much it's just luck. Seriously.
Candyland?:	Oh god. Another one of my favorite childhood ones. I haven't played it since then, so it's still in that hazy wonder of childhood, so I almost want to keep it there, but it's definitely amazing in my head.
Card Games..... Do you like.....
Blackjack?:	Not really. I'll watch others just fine, but I kind of fucking hate blackjack actually.
Uno?:	Yeah, I'm into Uno.
Poker?:	Eh. I'm definitely a watcher here as well.
Kings Corners?:	Don't know it.
Speed?:	LOVE IT.
Go Fish?:	Only when nothing else is available, ha. Which sometimes is often. And Rummy isn't on here, but that game is the shit. Ditto for Peanuts, though it's dangerous. And Euchre on occasion, and only with the right partner.
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70 Quirks about me:

1. Initials?:
JNR.

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?:
Jeans, shoes I like (this could run the gamut, depending on the day), and some shirt that is comfy yet nice-looking. And most of my jewelry. I like my jewelry. But if I have to pick one thing, probably my jeans. Or certain pairs of shoes.

3. What's the last thing you ate?
Part of a white chocolate/peanut butter bunny.

4. For or against same sex marriage?:
For.

5. I say Shotgun! You say:
Fine, I'm driving anyway.

6. Last person you hugged?
Probably Shirley. She hates hugs, thus we hug her. Either her, Nalleli, or Zach when he left.

8. How many U.S. states have you been to?
Dude, I don't know. Quite a few, and yet not that many since I've lived here for nearly 20 years now.

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in:
Three.

11. Name something you like physically about yourself
My hair, though not at the moment because it needs washing.

14. Why are you still up?
Because it's only 3:46 pm...

15. Who/What made you angry today?
Victoria's Secret being closed for Easter while nearly everything else was open.

16. Favorite type of Food?:
I usually don't dislike Italian.

17. Favorite holiday:
Christmas, I say completely unoriginally.

18. Do you download music:
Yep. I'm trying not to download Matt Wertz's new album right now because I really don't have the money for it.

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Not really. Unless there are things caked on or they got wet ... I really dislike wet socks.

21. Would you date the person who posted this?
No.

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
Yes.

23. Do you love anyone?
Yes, but not in the romantic way I'm assuming you meant.

24. Do you like Bush?:
I don't know him personally, but I disagree with most of his policies and presidential actions, so no, not terrifically, I suppose.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No.

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting:
Yes.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?:
Ha, yes. I've been to Europe, that is all.

28. How much money ya got?:
A lot in cash, and my recent new balance in my account is much better than it was before.

29. Have you met a real redneck?:
Yes. I'm from Ohio. Please.

30. How is the weather right now?:
Windy and cold enough to have flurries. On Easter.

31.What are you listening to right now?:
Jason Mraz's "I'm Yours."

32. What is your current fav song?:
I'm trying to find the appropriate one for a situation at the moment, and having no luck. Matt Wertz's "5:19" and Jason Mraz's "O.Lover" have come close. Ish.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
Gilmore Girls 5th season last night, but movie-movie was Conversations with Other Women, which I really want to watch again now, actually.

34. Do you wear contacts:
No.

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Victoria's Secret. But they were closed. Before that, JFK. And as far as really place-y, Paris.

36. What are you afraid of?
Many things. Most things I should just get over. But actually less than I have been in the past. I feel like I'm in a place where I'm being really honest with myself and others, and for some reason that allows some sort of freedom in my life where fear kind of falls away.

37. How many piercings and tattoo's have you had?
No apostrophe there, but six total holes in my ears.

38. How many pets do you have?
Two dogs, twenty cats.

39. What's one thing you've learned?:
It's not easy to be upfront, but most of the time it's worth it.

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Tall soy latte.

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
Yes.

43. Are you missing someone:
Yes. Almost always, really.

44. Favorite TV show?:
I really love Gilmore Girls like I love nearly nothing else, but I'm way into Grey's, House, The Office, and sadly American Idol, but it's not really in the same class as the others.

45. Do you have an iPod?:
Yes, thankfully.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
I've gotten the occasional Drew Barrymore, which is really weird to me.

48. Who would you like to see right now?
No one I will be seeing, but that's pretty much the point.

49. Favorite movie of all time?:
Casablanca.

50. Do you find yourself loved?
Yes.

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
Yes.

52. Favorite flower:
Probably roses, as cliche as that is. Or irises.

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Butter, or plain burnt.

54. What Magazines are you reading:
None really. On planes I usually read Blender or Jane. The occasional Cosmo.

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?:
Yes.

56. Has anyone you were close to passed away recently?:
Not recently.

58. What's something that really bugs you?
Dishonesty. Or rather, lack of honesty. There's a difference.

60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
I really like old Michael Jackson's music.

61. What's your favorite smell?
To pick one would be lying in some way, so let me list a few. Grass, roses, certain colognes, J'adore Dior, that smell of fall that drifts in occasionally, the ocean.

62. Favorite basketball team?
I don't really do basketball. I'll default say OSU.

63. Favorite cereal?
I really love Life, particularly with the little vanilla yogurt/oat clusters in there. Mmmm.

64. Do you drive?
Yes, but not often.

65. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?:
Somewhere upwards of 30 hours.

66. Last time you went bowling?
With Zach and Wes, like ... February maybe?

67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I don't think I've particularly slept in strange places. It's usually beds or floors or couches and the such. Apparently I find my way to the necessary accoutrements when I'm tired.

68. Who was your last phone call?:
My dad.

69. Last time you were at work?:
Technically don't work. Volunteering ... about a week ago.

70. What's your favorite state to be in?
That's asking me to choose favorites. And je refuse.

I can't believe this survey isn't butter! (hmm...)
Have you ever taken a picture of your eye?:	Yes. Somewhat sadly.
Do you actually have a favorite flower?:	I have more-favorite flowers.
Can you change a printer cardridge?:	Probably, if I mess with it enough.
Do you have sensitive skin?:	Not terribly so.
Do you recognize Justin Timberlake's songs?:	Heh, yes.
When did you last have a cookie?:	A few days ago, when Ling's oatmeal ones ran out.
Are you lactose intolerant?:	No.
Are you a sarcastic person?:	Yes.
Who were you in - no not high school - even worse... middle school?:	Oh goodness. Floating, that's what I was.
Have you worn lipstick before (even as a joke)?:	Yes. Even not as a joke! Gasp!
Do you judge a person by how they dress?:	Sometimes, yeah, but I'm a judger, so it happens.
Do you have a credit card?:	No.
Do you personally know anyone who has gone bankrupt?:	Yes.
Do you honestly watch very much TV?:	Not really.
How many emails do you have?:	A lot. A lot a lot a lot. I don't really bother with reading them all or deleting them.
What do you say to the statement, "Love is suicide!" ?:	I say: not really.
Are YOU smarter than a fifth grader?:	Yes. At least definitely in a world-view/experience sort of way.
Would you ever go on that show?:	Probably not. I get all weird about having to show my intellectual prowess in front of crowds, let alone on TV.
If you couldn't swim, how would you save a drowning friend?:	Find someone who could swim? What the hell kind of question is this?
Now you can swim. Your worst enemy is drowning. What do you do?:	I'd still save them. I don't want to be responsible for someone dying, and I really don't have a "worst enemy" that is "worst" enough to want them to die.
Are you comfortable with your looks?:	They're whatever.
Have you ever had sleep problems like insomnia?:	Occasionally. But my sleep (and eating, and stomach, and etc.) problems are pretty much always traceable to what is emotionally happening in my life/head.
Have you ever been ripped off?:	Oh, I'm sure.
Have you ever ripped someone off?:	Probably the same.
Do you actually believe that Alaska is covered in snow?:	It isn't...? I guess I just always thought of it as consistently cold, but then when you think about it, that doesn't mean it necessarily is always precipitating. Hmm.
Ever been there? Or ever want to go there? (I live there):	No, never been there. Sure, would go.
Whats a better band name, "Polaris" or "The Apricots"?:	Apricots.
Have you ever taken a dance class?:	Yes, jazz and ballet.
How many different instant messengers do you have?:	Only one on this computer. Used to have Yahoo, but I don't really ever use it.
Are you an obsessive personality?:	I certainly can be obsessive.
Did/do you hate PE in school?:	Did yeah, pretty much. Soccer and volleyball and badminton, and even tennis, all were fine, I guess, but generally, why do we need an aspect of education that is physical? It really was just a waste of my time.
Would you ever take steroids?:	No...? I don't think I'd ever really have a reason to. I guess medically, sure, whatever.
Have you ever been in a movie theater when it is light?:	Meaning what ... when the lights inside were on? When the sun was still out outside? Yes to those questions. Other than that, dude, don't know what you want.
Do you ever wish you were the opposite sex?:	Yeah, sure, but I usually regain my senses pretty quickly.
Do you take pictures of yourself for your Myspace (or other site)?:	Well I definitely take pictures of myself. It's not usually to put them up anywhere thought.
Are you very good at running on rocks?:	Probably not.
Have you ever actually seen the ocean?:	Yes.
Do you like minty or hot gum?:	Minty.
Do you like having a "cute" or a "hot" girlfriend/boyfriend better?:	Ha, sure. Obviously I'd find dating someone I find attractive more fun than dating someone I didn't, providing I even got myself into that type of situation.
Do you wear jewelry often?:	Yeah, basically. I try to always wear my necklace and rings and watch.
When did you stop believing the opposite sex was "icky" or "had cudies"?:	Cooties, I thought it was. And ... I can remember liking boys as far back as kindergarten, so ... early.
what color is your keyboard?:	Black.
and your mouse?:	The mousepad is silver.
speaking of mice, have you ever seen one?:	Yes.
Ever been to Hollywood?:	No.
Why did the title make you want to take this survey?:	I don't even remember what the title was at this point.
Have you ever experienced a hurricane?:	No.
If you moved to florida and a hurricane hit, would you ever go back?:	Yes.
Do you honestly think brunettes are smarter than blondes and redheads?:	No.
Or that redheads have a temper?:	Not really.
Or that all blondes are preppy?:	Ha, no.
Was your 8th grade math teacher a man or a woman?:	Woman.
What's the weirdest name for a person you've ever heard?:	I don't know ..naming after places, like American and Asia and Paris, is all pretty strange to me.
have you ever actually played tennis?:	Yes.
What was the name of the kid that everyone made fun of in middle school?:	Jeremy. Appropriate, given the Pearl Jam song. I wonder if he ever listened to it.
Ever met someone named Tom?:	Yes.
Who's the tallest person you've ever met?:	You know, I don't know. Six feet mid range, probably.
Or most immature adult?:	Ha, as if I'd name names.
Do you smile with your teeth showing?:	Yes.
What's your favorite kind of chocolate?:	Dark or milk.
Can you make a weapon out of a tape measure?:	Yeah. Just snap or slap.
Do you have a Mac or PC?:	PC.
What do you think of when you hear the word "Plume"?:	Marching band. White (or black) fluffies. Sparkles.
Ever been to Sea World?:	No, somewhat sadly.
Do you have caller ID?:	Yes, and if I didn't, I've never answer my phone.
Did you ever have a huge group of friends at school?:	Yeah.
Were/are your siblings loners?:	No.
Were/are you a loner?:	I enjoy being alone semi-often, but I wouldn't really call myself necessarily a loner, particularly not involving school.
Do you actually listen to ACDC or just wear the shirts?:	Listen to. And I don't wear the shirts.
And Nirvana? Or the legendary "zero" Smashing Pumpkins shirt?:	Again, don't wear shirts. Listen to Nirvana, not totally into the SP yet ... I've tried it on for size occasionally, but eh.
Did your grandparents spoil you?:	Yeah.
Ever made a fake email or online account just for the fun of it?:	No.
How about for some real trouble making?:	--
Are you awkward around your latest crush?:	Not really.
Was this long enough?:	Whatever.
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