i won't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand

1. Will you have sexual intercourse within the next two weeks?

Well ... that could go either way. Let's just go with 'hopefully.'

2. Do you think your ex still wants to be with you?

Ha...yes. Egotistical, but what can you do.

3. Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment?

Honestly, yes....for two someones. Complicated!

4. Do you believe that love lasts forever?

I'd like to believe there could be a love that lasts forever, but I gotta tell you, I err on the side of no right about now.

5. What were you doing at 8am this morning?

Sleeping, and about to wake up in 20 minutes and go 'SHIT'.

6. Are you the youngest person living in your house?

By default, yes.

7. Would you ever dye your hair brown?

I don't think I probably ever will, but yeah it's not ruled out.

8. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?

Oh god, another one totally up for grabs. Where I'm sitting now, that could totally be a yes and totally a no. I don't knoooooow. I don't even know if I want one, let alone if the possibilities will happen.

9. Do you tell your mom and dad everything?

No, not everything. Not even most things anymore. Most people get selective stories anymore.

10. Did you reject or accept your last friend request?

I reject everyone, damn. Or keep them in limbo for a month, then give in.

11. Who was the last person you talked about something that was bothering you with?

Karen today.

12. Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?

Probably. Ew.

13. Why aren’t you with the last person you kissed?

Ha because he wanted a girlfriend, and I was not down for that seriousness.

14. Do you like when people play with your hair?

Oh god, yes.

15. Have you ever said the word cunt?

Ha yes. But it's probably one of the words I say least.

16. What are your plans for your next birthday?

Good question. It'll be hard to top this last one, so I probably will just try to do a lot of the same -- dinner, drinks, dancing, look hot, flirt like crazy, multiple boys. Haaa, sounds like a good time.

17. When’s your birthday?

July.

18. Do you honestly speak your mind no matter what?

No, of course not.

19. What’s the last conversation you had out loud?

Well I have a tendency to talk to myself around the apartment, but conversation ... about the midterm material.

20. The last person who called you baby, do they mean anything to you?

Well I don't know who last called me baby ... probs Hillary, and if so, then yes definitely.

21. Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?

Nah. I don't really do phone convos so much anymore. Texting, sure.

22. Do you think people actually read these surveys?

Ha no, not really. It's mostly when I have to procrastinate, or to sort of go back and see what's interesting. But if you're reading ... uh, hey.

23. Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?

I bought it. Because I am i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t, do you know what that means?

24. Do you look better pale or tan?

Better be pale because that's the only option.

25. What color is your shirt?

White.

26. Has someone smacked or looked at your butt in the past week?

Ha ... yes.

27. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes cigs?

Not really. I guess I'd prefer it to be occasional though, like, not a pack a day or anything. When social/drinking/weekends, mostly.

28. Someone tells you you're beautiful, what do you say?

Aww thanks.

29. Last movie you watched?

The Social Network. So good.

30. Do you read your horoscope?

Very rarely nowadays. Idk, I feel like it just lets me delve into bad habits and usually is off anyway.

31. Do you bite your nails?

Yeah, when I'm super nervous like today.

32. What was the last thing you ate?

Red Vines. Aww yeah.

33. When was the last time you smiled?

Today, after I got that cute text from a certain J.

34. How is the weather right now?

Pretty nice. I wish it would stop here instead of getting much colder.

35. Do you drink?

Yes. I almost bought beer today just so I could be all THANK GOD THE MIDTERM IS OVER but then I realized I had a shit ton more to do, and also mostly I use just sitting in my chair on the Internet as my therapy/consolation/celebration nowadays.

36. Do you smoke?

Sometimes.

37. When was the last time, if ever, blacked-out from drinking?

...two weeks ago. I'm trying to stop that though man ... shit gets scary. Also, cleaning up after myself sucks.

38. Hair color?

Blonde.

39. Eye Color?

Green.

40. Have you ever cried for no reason?

Probably, yeah.

41. Favorite Day of the Year?

New Year's Eve. But any other day is welcome to step up to the plate and try to best it.

42. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

No, I wouldn't say that. I'm also not likely to ask someone out, but mostly it's because I have this weird thing where I can't be the person who cares most anymore. Also I'm hardly ever sure of that sort of thing.

43. Last advice you received?

'If you really like him, I don't think not wanting to be in a relationship in general will stop you.' ...not sure yet whether I agree.

44. What was the highlight of your weekend?

Friday's reveals, all-nighter complete with covariate cuddling, into Saturday's crazy, into Sunday's continuations. This was a really, really good weekend, life-wise (not work-wise).

45. When was the last time you slept in someone else’s bed and whos bed did you sleep in?

Heh. Last time was ... September 23rd. M is all I'm saying.

46. Favorite movies?

I like a lot. I hate answering these.

47. What were you doing before this?

Making a playlist to clean to ... but this has taken almost the whole playlist. Oops.

48. When was the last time you got in trouble?

Well ... it depends on your definition of trouble. Probably Friday/Saturday/Sunday started some serious trouble for me, but the hammer has yet to come down on that (probably this upcoming Saturday...yay).

49. If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?

Oh wow, that was weirdly informative. If it were no question, I'd probably go with J, but I think that's largely because my liking is blinding me. And I don't know if I can get into that sort of blindness situation again ... dangerous, and did not work out for me last time. Maybe it's better to keep things sort of ... handled. Hmm. Interesting.

50. Are you missing someone?

Yeah, but I'm also cultivating this intense desire to be alone, so I'm like really enjoying that lately, just in case it ends soon.

51. Do you have a Tattoo?
Nope. I think that probably won't happen, but who knows. I don't like nevers.