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tons of questions that show your in depth side!
basics
whats your name?:	Jessica.
what do people call you?:	Jessica, Jess, Jessie on occasion. Other things.
where you named after anything?:	Where?
if you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?:	Jesse.
do people spell/say your name wrong?:	The first one? No, not generally.
if you could change your name what would you change it to?:	I like it as is.
gender?:	Female.
birthday?:	July 15th.
age?:	I'm nineteen nowadays ... somedays I feel that's really old, somedays I feel it's quite young.
age you act?:	I freak out enough to be in my twenties, but I'm also immature enough to be in my teens still, so I think the in-between 19/20 age is good.
age you want to be?:	I'm fine with now. I wouldn't want to go back ... that just is regressive and useless ... and I'm not ready to go too far forward.
height?:	5'3". I swear if you ask weight next.
eye color?:	All right, fine. You didn't . Green.
happy with it?:	Yes.
natural hair color?:	Blonde.
happy with it? if not do you dye it?:	Yes. No.
righty or lefty?:	Righty.
family?:	I have one...?
pets?:	Yes, I have several.
peircings?:	Yes, a few. I'm considering another one at the moment, just because I want to do something semi-reckless and that is the least permanent solution really.
tatoos?:	Nope. The permanence is too serious for me yet. There have been very few things I am sure of more than a few years in my life ... I usually amend my "most important" things.
love and stuff
single?:	Yes.
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?:	I am with myself, my friends, my world. I'd like to be with a few boys I've met here, maybe ... I don't know if I'm really in a relationship place right now.
are you in love?:	With the world and its craziness, yeah, always.
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?:	Yes, but not necessarily in all the ways I'd like to experience.
do you believe in love at first sight?:	Yes, but not in the way that you probably think I believe in it.
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?:	As long as your definition of faithful isn't outrageous.
do you want to get married?:	Yes, I'd like to.
do you want to have kids?:	Yes.
how many?:	I don't know, one or two. Maybe go crazy with like, eight, or something.
do you believe in divorce?:	Yes, mistakes happen. There's no need to live in a mistake for the rest of your life. But I don't see it as an easy option.
do you belive in true love?:	Yes, on my good days, I do. Today is a good day.
do you consider love a mistake?:	No. I'm more of a "happy accident" kind of person. And I don't even think love falls into that category too often.
turn-ons?:	I like kindness, and humor, and on the shallow end cute hair and accents and an infectious smile that lights up his face ... if you like animals, that's a big plus.
turns-offs?:	Being unable to read between lines, general bad smell, being completely uninformed.
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?:	Some of them do, some of them don't. I think it's that way for all people.
what is best about the opposite sex?:	Oh, different things at different times, but relationships are wondrous things (and I don't use that word in the strict relationship sense -- just to mean interactions).
what is worst about the oppisite sex?:	Oh same as above. But I do hate how boys tend to be unable to read between the lines of what women are saying. It seems so obvious!
are you a virgin?:	Yes.
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?:	Well, ideally yes. And definitely for the first time, at least, I'd say. But really are you going to be in love with every person you have sex with and even *should* you be?
how far have you gone?:	Probably not. /// I'm not gonna answer that here. Obviously not all the way (see above), but I've played the game for sure.
how many people have you had sex with?:	Zero.
do other people consider you a slut?:	No, I wouldn't think so.
right at this moment...
where are you?:	I'm in my room.
what can you see out your window?:	The blinds are closed. I could see the other tower and various buildings.
are you listening to music?:	No. Mostly silence and keys clicking.
are you lonely or tired?:	Um, not particularly. I feel there are plenty of people around if I really wanted to reach out, and I want to go to bed if only because I want to avoid my studying.
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling::	Avoidant, Flirty, Hopeful, Restless, Nervous.
are you talking to anyone online? if so who?:	Nope.
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?:	Of the phone? That new planet/race? No.
what are you wearing?:	What I wore today ... jeans, a teal tank, and a black sweater. Layers are so sweet, I'm so glad I discovered them. But yeah, pajamas soon.
what are you doing?:	Typing this, avoiding studying for my orgo quiz (because I'm terrified I don't understand the material).
whats on your mousepad?:	I don't have a mousepad. If I were to buy one ... I don't know. I wouldn't. Ha.
friends
how many true friends do you have?:	I don't think "true friends" is really an appropriate term.
are you a loner?:	I can be. I need my space.
who is your best friend?:	I have different best friends for different reasons. But there are the highest rankers, but I don't really like to name names. They know.
oldest?:	Oh we're not going *there*, are we?
newest?:	Blah blah blah.
shyest?:	I hate these.
loudest?:	Honestly
smartest?:	I
ditziest?:	really
funniest?:	really
who is the best listener?:	do.
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?:	I like both, as long as I'm comfortable with the one friend alone, or the group isn't too huge. I like intimacy.
who do you wish you were closer to?:	I have an answer, but I don't want to type it...And really, it's for semi-selfish reasons. Not all, but semi.
who knows the most about you?:	If you combined about three or four people's knowledge, you'd have most of me.
who knows the least about you?:	A lot of people. People I don't know?
who do you trust the most?:	All right, I'm bored again.
the least?:	I thought they were getting interesting.
who do you fight with the most?:	I was soooo wrong. But yeah, I have an answer for this one too. And it worries me. I don't know how to take it ... it pisses me off *so* much, but at the same time it's end
who do you talk to online the most?:	earing...? I don't know. /// That varies.
who do you talk to on the phone the most?:	Um, that varies too. I have a dysfunctional relationship with the phone.
do you trust others easily?:	Strangers to a certain point, yeah, but it takes awhile for the trust thing, like it should.
name one who's arms you feel safe in::	My daddy. How about that.
who house were you at last?:	An actual *house*? Not an apartment? Um ... mine, I guess. Awhile ago. We don't do houses here.
who's your second family?:	I have a few, and for that I am thankful. Family gives something to me that nothing else does.
who lives the farthest away?:	Ha, *I* do.
do you....
smoke?:	Nope. Never have. Not anything. Not even a puff. Second-hand, yeah, but otherwise no.
drink alcohol?:	Yes.
do drugs?:	No.
pray?:	Not really, no.
go to church?:	No.
sleep with stuffed animals?:	I didn't used to, but I do now, thanks to my new love Hugh.
take walks in the rain?:	Only when I have to.
dance in the rain?:	Only when I can. =)
do any sports? if so which ones?:	Ha, no, I don't *faire* le sport.
sleep around?:	No, I'm usually in my own bed. =)
lie a lot?:	Yeah, probably. Not as much anymore because there is less to lie about, but lying is something always readily available for me. No guilt, just usefulness.
steal?:	No. Maybe music.
gamble?:	No. I don't like gambling really.
have you ever....
kissed a stranger?:	Yes. And actually, it was a lovely experience.
slept with a stranger?:	No.
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?:	Yes.
screamed so much you lost your voice?:	Sort of, like concerts and stuff, but not all the way. I don't know if that's *really* possible. I doubt.
laughed so much it was painful?:	Yes.
cried so much it was painful?:	Yes. But pain is helpful there. It's at least something concrete and *different* from the sadness.
gone skinny dipping?:	No.
played strip poker?:	No. I said I didn't like gambling.
had a medical emergency?:	Yes.
ran away from home?:	Not without the intention of returning eventually.
done something extremely unexpected?:	Yes. If not on all fronts, then at least on one here or there.
slept outside?:	Yes, in a tent and such, back when I camped.
been onstage?:	Yes. I've acted on stage, even. I'm considering taking Acting French in Paris just to get back on the stage. It feels kind of like heroin.
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear?:	I don't know that I have one, and if I do, I'd rather not exploit it.
what was your weirdest dream?:	I've had too many weird dreams to pick just one. I like the one where we all live in a ladder/cot world and just crawl around all day on white PBC pipes.
scariest dream?:	One I had when I was little including my grandmother, a dinosaur, a mad scientist in a cavernous basement, and vials and vials of blood. Or the repeated Wizard of Oz ones.
do you have a reoccuring dream?:	Yes, quite a few. I don't remember all of them until they come back, one by one. Some of them I have since conquered and are gone now, but if they came back again, I'd know
what was your best dream?:	them as I do old friends. /// Ones where I get back people I will probably never get back in real life again.
what IS your dream?:	I have several.
do you live in the moment?:	I attempt to, but at the same time there has to be some sort of remembrance of the past and consideration for the future. But only in twinges.
what you greatest stregth?:	I'll forgive the n. And s. And apostrophe. Okay, maybe not. I have some strengths and weaknesses. They balance.
whats your greatest weakness?:	Ha, see above. With just the apostrophe.
do you have a motto you live by?:	I really like "No Day But Today," but I have a lot of mottos for myself.
if your life were a movie what would it be called?:	J.Rea: A Life in the Life
do you have any bad habits?:	Oh yeah, tons. I eat the wrong things, things that are bad for me ... I chew my nails, I don't wash my face enough, I am messy, I am neglectful and awful with phones, I doubt
do you have any secrets?:	Oh yes. Life is no fun without them. Liberation, blah blah blah -- you need to have something to yourself only.
are you fake?:	No...?
what do you want to do in life?:	I'd like to be a veterinarian. And I'd like to do a lot of other things too.
are you a daredevil?:	I can be, but in general, no.
are you predictable?:	I can be, but just when you think I am ... I'm not. Ha.
do you keep a journal/diary?:	Online, sortaaa. And travel journals, definitely.
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?:	I wouldn't. That's too complicated, too many things would change from the change of just one.
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?:	Yeah, sure.
do you think your a good person?:	You're. You're. Thus, I am better than you at least, because lord knows I will judge you by your grammar.
do you think your emotionally strong?:	You're! Yeah, I can be. Certain things break me down quite easily though.
do you regret anything?:	No. Life is way too short for regrets. Do it, move on, do something else.
do you think life has been good so far?:	Yeah, ultimately, it is.
what do you like most about you body?:	I like that my waist makes a nice little tuck in. Sometimes, if dressed correctly, that shows. But always when I'm nekkid. HA. That reminds me of a quote.
least?:	Loooots of other things.
are you trust worthy?:	Yeah, I can keep other people's secrets pretty well. My own cause some problems sometimes, though.
are you gullible?:	Not generally. I'm too doubtful/cynical for that.
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