he's been pretty much yellow, and i've been kind of blue, but all i can see is red red red red red now

-Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:
No...I might have licked my finger and tried to smudge off something, but I can confidently say my tongue has never touched a CD firsthand.

-What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated?:
One year. But I have no cap I put on that.

-Have you ever been on a blind date?:
Not really. Blind meetings, but not really dates.

-Are looks important?:
Well, I think you have to be attracted to the person, but that's not all on looks, nor does it necessarily mean any certain type of looks.

-Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?:
Yes, but none that have stayed consistently at the same level for that long.

-By what age would you like to be married?:
I don't know ... thirty, I guess.

-Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:
Yeah, in a way...if it's different from what I suspected, I suppose.

-Have you ever made a mistake?:
Yes, I'm sure I've made several. Just this week, goodness.

-What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:
I think, like, $50? I wanted Josh for my hairdresser because he was amazing for my prom hair. Then he up and moved to Arizona or California or something and I up and moved to New York City. It was not to be, I suppose.

-Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:
Oh yeah. I have a few on teachers right now, shoot.

-What song do you want played at your funeral?:
"Seasons of Love" from the Rent movie. I enjoy that version more.

-Would you tell your parents if you were gay?:
Yes. I'm not, but I would if I were. I don't think they'd take it wonderfully, but they'd ultimately be okay with it, I'd think.

-What would your last meal be before getting executed?:
I'd pretty much eat everything I've looked at and said, no, better not have that right now, it's not good for me. Examples: pizza, pastries galore, tubs and tubs of ice cream, cookies, cake, chips and dip, cheese in several forms (mozzarella sticks, grilled cheese, just blocks of cheese), bread in many forms (rolls, baguettes, slices), pie (especially the crust), lots of frozen stuff (like Pizza Rolls, those old kiddie TV dinners), Rice Krispie treats, Cool Whip straight, cupcakes (iced, of course), chocolates (especially caramels, nougats, and those with nuts), Buckeyes! (the candy kind obviously), fries, lots of things from Dairy Queen (most notably ice cream cake, Peanut Buster Parfaits, and Blizzards), those little asian koala chocolate/strawberry things, pasta in many forms (mostly of the cheese variety, like ravioli, shells, tortellini), and many more, then to finish it off some good alcohol (I'm thinking Dom Perignon and Jack Daniels, plus some French red wine) and maybe some chocolate soy milk and a few soy iced vanilla lattes. Yeah.

-Beatles or Stones?:
Beatles. (Although I am starting to like the Stones more than I did. But definitely the Beatles.)

-If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who?:
That's definitely not mine to decide. I guess someone who genuinely wanted and was ready to die, if I had to pick.

-Beer, wine or hard liquor?:
Hard liquor. Then wine. Never beer.

-Do you have any phobias?:
Yes, dinosaurs, which is ridiculous but true. And I really don't like snakes or spiders.

-What are your plans for the future?:
Finish undergrad, get into vet school, finish that, get a practice, somehow fit some marrying/children in there?

-Do you walk around the house naked?:
No. Sometimes a minimum of clothing, but not naked, and that's really only upstairs when I know no one is home.

-Hair color you like on someone you're dating?:
I go all over the place with hair color. I like it all really.

-Do you have any special talents?:
I can play clarinet. At least, I used to be able to.

-What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?:
Here? Go to my room, take off my purse and coat, throw them on my bed, and sit down in my chair usually. At home, greet Honey.

-Do you like horror or comedy?:
Comedy.

-Are you missing anyone?:
Yes.

-If you weren't straight, what person of the same sex would you do?:
I know it's cliche, but Angelina Jolie. There are other women that I think are prettier, but that's not what you asked. (And then maybe she can bring Brad. =) )

-Who is the person you can count on the most?:
Everyone has their moments on and off.

-If you could date any celebrities, past or present, who would it be?:
Jimmy Stewart, Johnny Depp, Josh Groban, John Mayer. And of course, many many more, but if I listed them all, it would honestly get ridiculous. And take me forever.

-If you could date any fictional character, who would it be?
Noah from The Notebook. Although he wouldn't want me because he's all for Allie, but we can pretend.

-What did you dream last night?:
I don't remember. The other night I had a lot of 'real life' dreams, which I never have -- things happening in my dreams which could very theoretically happen in real life. For example, I dreamt I had already gotten up and showered and ready, and also that *someone* had changed their profile (to disclude me) which I really thought was a memory from the day before until I checked it and saw that the profile was the same.

-What is your favorite sport to watch?:
Football. College.

-Are you named after anyone?:
Not really.

-What is your favorite alcoholic drink?:
Um, depends on why I'm drinking. I'd tie champagne, Jack Daniels, good red wine, and Long Island Iced Teas.

-Non-alcoholic drink?:
Water. Did you know Volvic is coming to the states??? That's the water I fell in love with over in France, and wouldn't you know, today they were handing out free flavored waters down Union Square West -- I was like, well damn. Thanks.

-Have you ever been in love?:
Yes, but not in all ways.

-Do you sing in the shower?:
Yes, but not always. Usually only if there is music and my home involved.

-Would you ever get plastic surgery?:
Only after an accident or burns or something. I don't really think I'd do it just for cosmetic reasons.










Okay this is called FIRST REACTION. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words.


1. Cigarettes:
eww.

2. Kissing:
is very, very nice. As long as you like who is involved.

3. Relationships:
are proving to be way too fucking difficult for my life right now. Which isn't to say that I don't keep throwing myself into the fire regarding them.

4. Your Last ex:
That's so old.

5. Power Rangers:
I was the pink one for Halloween once.

6 Crack:
is something I can probably buy right outside my door, in the park.

7. Food:
is what I'm cooking right now because I am hungry.

8. The President:
arrrrgh.

9.The War:
I just think our political policies are aaaall messed up at this point.

10. Cars:
that Disney movie ... or was it Pixar? or did they merge?

11. Gas Prices:
are something I thankfully don't really have to worry about in my daily life.

12. Halloween:
is fun to dress a little slutty. A little, I said, girls!

13. Bon Jovi:
has some pretty sweet hair.

14. Religion:
is not something I'm a huge fan of. Religion means being tied to one idea, and I just think it's a man-made mess-up of the more elemental spirtuality.

15. Myspace:
I basically use to further semi-stalk people (sorry, kids -- it happens) and to read bulletins.

16. Worst Fear:
is not something I'm going to really ponder.

17. Marriage:
is something I don't see myself being ready for for awhile. But I guess you never know.

18. Paris Hilton:
actually looks ... well put-together when with Britney Spears nowadays? WHAT?? Britney. Please.

19. Brunettes:
are just as fine as blondes and redheads and bald people and all of it.

20. Redheads:
see above.

21. Politics:
have a lot of pull and issues in our world today.

22. Pass the Time:
I do surveys like this.

23. One night stands:
are interesting situations.

24. Cell phones:
are way integrated into our lives. Although being without mine for 24 hours wasn't that awful.

25. Pet Peeves:
Shower curtain being closed. Seriously. And wet floors/mats/sinks all over the bathroom.

26. Pixie Stix:
are very sugary.

27. Vanilla Ice Cream:
Neopolitan ice cream is what I have in the freezer right now, even though the Bryer's whipped is definitely less good than Edy's whipped. Which I would not have suspected.

28. Porta-Potties:
are pretty rank.

29. High School:
is over, but also never ends.

30. Pajamas:
are all right ...?

31. Wood:
Hardwood floors. Something I just read in Overheard.

32. Wet Socks:
Ew, I've had those twice today. Stupid bathroom mat.

33. Alcohol:
is really fun until you just want to sleep.

34. The word HATE:
is not something I use seriously really.

35. Your best friend:
seems to be currently unavailable.

36. Money:
is something I think about large-scale A LOT but small scale not so much. I think it has been over a month since I've checked my bank account balance. Eh.

37. Heartache:
sucks. Plain and simple.

38. Love/Like:
Oh, that perpetual question. I feel much safer just throwing everything in the like pile so I don't have to worry about the problems that come with the love pile. Seriousness is daunting.

39. Time:
I really have more of it than I think. Or at least that I utilize.

40. Divorce:
shouldn't be a back-up option, but I think still needs to be an option for if things simply don't work, because sometimes they just don't.












105 Questions*
Body: 105 Facts About You

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? No, which isn't to say that at certain times I wouldn't have been stupid enough to accept one.

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? Oh lord, not long at all. A few months, give or take.

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? A tree. Seriously.

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Oh yeah, multiple times.

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? Sometime this summer.

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? Food, shoes, and school.

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? Chickenless chicken nuggets (they freak me out a little, yes, but I bought them and had to eat them) with honey mustard sauce (finally found sauce in the city!) and some fries with ketchup.

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Hair or general face.

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? "Hallelujah" by Jeff Buckley.

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? NYC.

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Westland.

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Verizon.

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: American Eagle.

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: Haven't had an official job yet. And the vet office didn't call me yet. Thanks for reminding me.

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? No.

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: No. When I call, I expect to be called back. And yet right now I'm waiting for two important phone calls, both which could very well never come.

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED: My cousin's wedding in Mayish of 2005.

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: Tricia.

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND: Last time I was home.

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT: Wendy's, but I don't really do fast food.

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD: Oh man, that's too difficult.

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?: Any restaurant that's open late, has decent food, and won't get all shitty if we try to stay for a looong time.

24. CAN YOU COOK? Moderately. I can bake way more than I can cook.

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?: When I'm home, I drive my big grandma's car ... I don't technically know what it is ... an LHS or something? Who knows.

26. BEST KISSER: Well now, I haven't kissed nearly enough people to tell you who's the best.

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: On the plane ride back after Thanksgiving, which I guess was this past Sunday.

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS: Meat, mushrooms.

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: Who knows. I have a lot of self-loathing lately, but it's not really serious. I mean, I guess I feel like I can pull myself out of it ultimately. Hopefully.

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: All that self-loathing. The fact that I always put myself in a situation where I have to pull myself out.

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB? Haven't officially had one.

33. FAVORITE MOVIE? Casablanca.

34. CAN YOU SING?: Yes.

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?: You mean a concert that wasn't just a 'show'? Let's see ... James Blunt. Great concert.

36. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO? In person, Shirley. Online, Tricia. On the phone, Mom.

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED: I just got two Netflix the other day: The Sword in the Stone (you know you love the Madame Mim/Merlin wizard duel) and Wordplay (I'm still in my documentary phase, and Nalleli wanted to see it).

38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT: Some way of telling time, be it my watch or my cell phone.

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?: So far that I've been to, Paris, France.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?: Laptop. With a mouse. I really like the mouse, I've realized.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?: Mitch Hedberg. So definitely. Or, all-encompassingly. =)

45. DO YOU SMOKE?: Nope. Have never taken a puff of anything in my life. Not that it won't ever happen, but I have no past or present with it or any planned future.

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?: It depends. Usually with at least a T-shirt. My legs like to breathe.

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?: No one when I'm here. Honey when I'm at home.

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?: I'm sure they can. They're definitely not easy, though. It's just much easier when you're together.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?: Pulled over technically? None. Encounters: three. Those involving flashing lights: one.

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST? Pancakes, easily.

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?: Yeah. For the concentration it gives me, the taste, and particularly with dessert.

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? I don't eat straight eggs anymore. So, I guess cooked in bread or dessert or something.

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?: In small ways.

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: Mom.

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?: Ha, certainly not who one might expect. It's Mom.

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?: "I'm an advocate for the message. If nothing else, it will lead to an end of the limbo part of the craziness." - Tricia

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?: One. Two is just too much.

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Sweater, jeans, socks.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC: And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up.

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?: Grape.

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?: Moderately. I'm actually much better at it than I should be since I hardly ever play.

63. CAN YOU SWIM?: Yes, but not in any kind of competitive or showy fashion.

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?: Coffee, lately. Cookie dough, eternally.

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?: Yes. I like being the navigator. I don't, however, like thinking about atlases because it brings me back to some certain memories from freshman year which are no longer allowed really.

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF: I think I might have actually taken this before. And Berry Lime Sublime seems to be the only Jamba Juice I repeatedly want.

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?: No...well, maybe a Halloween party, but that was ours.

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON: Fall.

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?: Probably today at some point, but I don't remember specifically.

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING? Around 7:30 a.m., on my own accord, because I had gone to bed around 11 or something.

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?: Snow, cocoa, lights, -- okay, I'm going to have to stop there because that word literally put me into a standstill. And then Damien Rice (iPod) convened to make it a very upsetting moment. Damn it all to hell, I thought I was done.

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?: I've never officially gotten one.

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?: Snow and Smokey. And maybe Chuck and Beau, if you count them, but I was really little and definitely didn't name them, so yeah. Two cats, two dogs.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED? The movie is good, yeah, but I don't know why the resurgence of the 'culture' I guess. I suppose I take overrated for that.

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND? Studying my ass off for Orgo, because if I fail, then I literally fail the class, and I literally fail at life. You know how everyone says that as I joke? No. Really. I would fail at life.

78. BIRTHDATE: July 15th.

79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE: Vet. See above for the failing at life.

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?: Yes.

87. ARE YOU SMILING?: No.

89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: Yes.

90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?: Right now, I'd like to go to Paris. But there are lots of other places I haven't visited that I would like to.

92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?: No, college.

93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?: Uhmmm. Yeah, I guess. Before the moments-ago moment, I would have been way more able to say no, at least in denial.

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?: I don't have one favorite...

95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?: Dark blue is one, purple is the other. But I don't really wear them much.

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?: No, it starts after Labor Day, which is in September.

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH? I went home, so I guess yes.

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE? No.

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER: Yes.

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?: I'm on the twelfth floor, so I guess yes.

101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?: Not romantically.

102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?: Yes.

103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?: Yes. In person, you can't really pretend you're unavailable.

104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING? Watch (oo, Fossil, I like you), sapphire ring, and (as I shake my head to confirm because I'm too lazy apparently to move my fingers off the keys) my green/blue earrings. My jewelry actually matches fantastically today.

105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?: Do more until Grey's comes on at 9, then I'll watch that and eat some ice cream, then I'll study for Physics most of the rest of the night.












30 "secrets" about yourself...

1.What does your Myspace Name MEAN?
Well, my "name" is just my name, so that's what that means. My URL is aujourdhui, which means today in French, and is also my favorite French word. Plus, that whole idealistic live-for-today business.

2. where was you default pic taken?
In W.C.H.

3. What is your middle name?
Nicole.

4. What is your current relationship status?
Single. And confused.

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Honestly, I don't know. Knowing would be nice. Even if it's negative. Seriously. Just knowing, that's all I'm ever after.

6. What is your current mood?
Disheartened, worried, and yet blah. I've expended so much energy in the past few days that now I'm just out of it.

7. What do you love most?
The ability to love, human emotion.

9. Are you musically inclined?
Yeah.

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Uh, I think I'd just do it instead of sending an email about it. Granted, that was the idea in the first place, but going back in time I'd know the required time frame on it. And really, the waiting has been 100 times worse than just finding out then either way. At least that's how it feels now, I guess I can't really know that.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day what would you be?
Free-ranging horse or bird. I wouldn't want to be ridden or in a cage.

12. Ever have a near death experience?
Not really.

13. Something you do a lot?
Waste time on the Internet.

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
"Cannonball" by Damien Rice.

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
I'm not telling. Hmph.

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
Brian Austin Green. (I've already named Rembrandt on this site.)

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yes.

19. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hair, face, height, clothing. It's a general impression, probably hair or face first.

20. How can someone win your heart?
Be open, be affectionate, be sincere, be funny, be intelligent.

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Lately, a soy gingerbread latte.

22. What do u order from in-n-out?
We don't have in-n-outs. I hear that's West Coast.

23. Do you secretly call people in your bedroom at night?
Um, no...? That seems weird.

24. Ever been to a concert?
Yes.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Oh yeah, Disney is the shit. Hands down.

26. Do you have braces?
Not anymore.

28. Name something funny that happened to you.
I don't know. I thought for like, a minute, and didn't come up with anything so sorry.

29. Do you speak any other language?
French. At least, I'm supposed to at this point. I'd really like to go back to France because I think now I could actually handle it. I mean, maybe not spectacularly, but at least now I'd want to try.

30. What's your favorite smell?
I'm partial to Christmas trees, fresh-cut grass, roses, certain colognes (most of which I associate with certain people)/perfumes, baking bread ... lots of things really.














Have you ever __________ with your top 6?!?
Don’t change your myspace top 6
- fill the people in below
- answer the questions truthfully

1) Hillary
2) Tricia
3) Zach
4) Wes
5) Nalleli
6) Shirley


1. Have you ever danced with 3?
Yeah, in My Fair Lady we were ballroom partners for the waltz.

2. How did you meet number 5?
Freshman year at NYU, at the floor Palladium brunch.

3. have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?
No, there's always had to be driving involved, thus no drinking.

4. Has 1 been to your house?
Yes.

5. Has number 2 ever seen you naked?
No.

6. Have you ever gone shopping with 6?
Yes.

7. Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
No.

8. Have you ever met 1's family?
Yes.

9. Do you know 4's middle name?
Yes.

10. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 6?
Yes, we live together.

11. Do you trust number 2?
Yes.

12. Have you ever hated 3?
No.

13. Why is number 1 your number 1?
I don't really address why people are the numbers they are.

14. When's the last time you talked to 5 in person?
Just a few hours ago before she left for the airport.

15. Are any of your top 6 family members?
No.

16. Has anyone in your top 6 seen you cry?
Yes.

17. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?
Not *really*.

18. Have you ever slept in the same bed with 4?
Slept, no.

19. Do you think 4 and 5 would make a good couple?
No. She'd think him too young. But they'd probably actually like each other's senses of humor, now that I think about it.

20. Would 3 do anything for you?
I don't know about that, it's not really a question for me to answer, but I'd probably say no.

21. Has 2 ever helped you out?
Yes.

22 . Will 1-6 repost this?
No, it's not in a position for them to repost.

















Is your hair up?: No.

Is your phone right beside you?: Yes.

Do you have a bf/ gf: No.

Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Maybe.

Do you have plans for tonight?: To watch Grey's Anatomy, make cookies, and study.

Do you wear any make-up?: Sometimes.

Are you wearing chapstick?: Not really.

Are you cold?: A little. My feet are.

Are you tired?: Moderately.

Are you excited?: No.

Are you watching t.v.?: No, but I will be in an hour.

Are you wearing pajamas?: No.

Who's the last person you IMed?: Tricia.

Who's the last person that called you?: My mom.


PAST

Anything you regret? Not ultimately.

Ever lied?: Yes, of course.

Ever stuck gum under a desk? No.

Ever spit at someone? No.

Ever kick something living?: I don't think so ... maybe inadvertently while trying to keep a cat out of a room or something. Oh, and people, yeah, I've kicked people. Ha, people were the last thing on my mind.

Ever had your nails done?: Yeah, but not currently.

LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?: Yes, I was at home, I had plenty of plans.

Who did you see most last week? Um, probably Zach. Or my dad.

Was last week interesting? Oh yeah, to say the least.

TODAY

Have you cussed?: Yes, I'm sure.

Have you yelled at someone?: Maybe in my head.

Have you gotten mad at someone?: Yes.

Have you cried?: Not really. Briefly almost went there, but no tears.

Have you called more than 3 people?: No, certainly not. That would be a very special day. I've called no one today.

Have you IMed more than 3 people?: Maybe. Definitely two. I can't remember if there was a third, or if that person was yesterday night...

Have you eaten anything gross?: Nope. I tend to try to avoid that.

SPILL YOUR GUTS

First thing you did this morning?: Walked to the bathroom.

Last thing you ate?: Fries.

What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: Being fucking done with school and hopefully all the currently standing issues (I shall name them boy and job and essay, how about that). And Christmas, and a break [hopefully], and definitely NOT getting my grades back.

What's annoying you right now?: Grades, waiting.

What's the last movie you saw?: Happy Feet, IMAX.

Do you believe in long distance relationships?: Yeah, ultimately, but I'd be wary because I know it'd be difficult.

Where is the last place you went?: Bio lab. Jamba Juice on the way back.

Been cheated on?: No.

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? Well that'd be nice, but probably not.

Choose one (love, beauty, creativity): Love.

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off: No.

When did you last cry?: Sunday.

Do you like your handwriting?: Yes.

Are you a friendly person?: Mostly. Or at least outwardly.

Are you keeping a secret from the world?: Yeah, at least moderately.

Who's bed did you sleep in last night?: Mine.

What color shirt are you wearing? Black.

Do you have any pets?: Yes, but not in the city.

What is the color of your bedsheets?: Red.

What were you doing at 9 last night?: On the computer doing something.

Last person you talked to: Tricia, online.

When is the last time you saw your dad? One, on Friday, the other on Sunday.

Look to your left: All right, I did so. Do you want to know what I see? My bed. And my window with the lights strung up in the blinds because they wouldn't stay taped up.

Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes, but only twice. Both times were because of heartbreak.

Ever cried on your friends shoulder? Yes.

Are you a normally happy person? Well, I'm a normally neurotic person, which seems to counteract that I would also say I'm normally decently happy as well.

Is your self-esteem low? In lots of places, yes.

What color are your eyes? Green.

Long or Short Hair: Long, at least for me. I just like it long.

Current Music? "Teardrop" by Massive Attack. I missed House this week, how could I??

you can call me any, any time

Your current Career Stage is Seeking
You are actively taking many of the necessary steps toward moving into a different job or field. You've made the decision to move on and are now doing what's necessary to get there. While you may not have decided what type of job would be best for you, you are nonetheless taking active steps to find a new one.
You could be sending out resumes, interviewing, and waiting to see what comes of your efforts. Or, if you have decided to completely change fields, you may be busy filling out applications for advanced training or schooling. Either way, the essential component to this Career Stage is that you are no longer just thinking about something different or feeling settled in your job; instead, you have taken the big and courageous first step to actually embark on something new.

You are Empowering in your Leadership Style
You are encouraging and motivating, which often means that you're helping others reach their goals and dreams. You see the value in giving your team members the opportunity to achieve, and you try to provide a work environment that will allow them to excel on their own. You are also likely perceived to be a great mentor as a result of your commendable patience and your talent for being instructive.
While you shine most in your ability to be an Empowering leader, you may still exhibit qualities of other leadership styles. The section below points out the areas in which you also show promise and that you may want to concentrate on developing. What's important to remember is that leadership style is a multi-faceted trait and one that may change and evolve as you advance in your career.



Other leadership styles that you show promise in
Traditional
An above-average score in this leadership style indicates a tendency to be cautious and somewhat reserved. This means you probably don't take unnecessary risks or make impulsive decisions. While you feel most comfortable leading in a subdued manner, this conventional style is valuable in that it is motivating to others since they can count on your for a solid and steady approach.
Innovative
An above-average score in this leadership style indicates that you tend to be innovative in creating new approaches to tasks. If tasked with leading, you bring a sense of confidence to most things you do, which can often motivate others. You are also not afraid to take some risks if it means finding a new and better way.
Diplomatic
An above-average score in this leadership style indicates that you are patient and poised, exuding a sense of calm. As a leader, you have a relaxed disposition that can make others feel assured and safe in your presence. You have the ability to be tactful in your interactions with your team members and take time to listen to their concerns and ideas. These are qualities that can be quite beneficial in many different facets of work.

Introspective
You are more Introspective than Expressive when it comes to your interpersonal style. This means that you have a quiet calm about you, something that others may perceive as being reserved or shy. However, this trait can be quite advantageous in that you are able to think things through before deciding to speak. You tend to be thoughtful and measured in what you say and it is likely you feel most comfortable working alone.
Deliberate
You are more Deliberate than Spontaneous when it comes to how you work toward your goals. This means that you are disciplined in your approach to work, taking pains to follow the rules and comply with the company's expectations. This trait is highly valuable in that you can be counted on to be reliable and consistent in all you do.
AgreeableYou are more Agreeable than Rousing when it comes to how you interact with others at work. As one who goes with the flow, you have the ability to adapt to almost any change thrown your way. You are quite accommodating of your colleagues, and it is likely that most people find you enjoyable and easy to be around.
PassionateYou are more Passionate than Composed when it comes to your emotional style and how you respond to stress. This means that you have a tendency to get emotionally charged about work issues and bring a high level of energy and intensity to whatever you do. While you may feel excited on a regular basis, this increased feeling of pressure can be quite motivating and stimulating if you know how to harness it.


Based on your answers, you are strongest in Communication Skills
You are likely an articulate person and have received positive feedback from others on your writing ability or your skill speaking to groups. Even if you aren't regularly called on to present ideas to others, you have confidence in your ability to convey thoughts and ideas in a clear and eloquent way. You are not one to get overly nervous when speaking to those in positions of authority. Instead, you get excited and energized when given an opportunity to display your skills.
Remember, this Universal Skill is a talent that you can utilize in all work environments and one that assures your value in most any job you do. You will continue to find that your Communication Skills are highly beneficial in whatever context you choose, not only to you but also to your employer.


Overall, you show strength in your ability to be an Independent worker and in your Trusting style of interacting with your colleagues.
How Does Age Affect Your Work Style?
Not only does age bring wisdom, but it also makes you more likely to question others. It seems to be that with more experience comes more confidence and a certainty in oneself and one's rationale for challenging a decision. The chart below illustrates the different work styles and the percentage of people who adopt each.
Your Independent Work Style
While you can be quite effective working on a team, you feel much more productive when you have the freedom to do things independently. You enjoy working automomously and feel that you are more effective and productive as an individual than as a team member. You are likely confident in your ability to come up with ideas without the help of others and trust in the quality of your work without feeling the need to have someone else review it.
Even though you prefer autonomous work, it doesn't necessarily mean that you are an introvert or one who likes to be alone. In fact, it may be quite the contrary. What is important to note is that your independent style is reflective of the fact that you believe you do your best work when you have the freedom to work on your own.
Your Trusting Work Style
You have faith in the decisions of your superiors, and you prefer following directions without questioning too much. You have an ingrained respect for authority and are accommodating to the needs of your organization and coworkers. You are most comfortable when you don't have to challenge people, which makes you quite easy to work with.
While you are a person who implicitly trusts organizational decisions, that doesn't necessarily mean that you don't also voice your own opinions. Instead, if it were important, you would speak up in a measured and careful way, making sure not to rock the boat too much.




As you can see, the value most important to you is Helping OthersFor you, work must serve a greater purpose than just the individual benefit you might gain from it. Instead, you have an altruistic outlook and want your work to benefit society in some way. It is important to you that your job helps make the world a better place and that you can help in some way. As a result, you also value the personal relationships you can foster in your work.
Even if you haven't yet achieved your desire to help others as much as you would like to, you continue to make work decisions based on this goal. Ultimately, you hope to be able to say that you contributed to society via your work, an achievement that will no doubt fill you with pride.
How Do You Compare?
Knowing how others score can give you perspective on how your values relate to the rest of the working world.
It might surprise you to learn that people are far more interested in Personal Growth and Helping Others than they are in making money. Here are the percentage of people who ranked each value as a top priority.
Another interesting piece of information is the discrepancy between men and women when it comes to the value of Achievement. Specifically, 22% of men rank Achievement as their top priority, while just 12% of women do.
What about the other values? How important are they to you? In the following section, you will find all of JASPER's work values ordered from your most to least important.
Security ( 7 )
Your high score indicates that Security is an important value to you. You want work to offer consistency and stability, with few unknowns popping up along the way. You likely make decisions based on the hope that your job will be secure for some time to come.
Personal Growth ( 7 )
Your score indicates that Personal Growth is of moderate importance to you. While your work may not be the primary way by which you define yourself, you want it to be meaningful and challenging. In an ideal world, work would help you grow as a person.
Balance ( 5 )
Your score indicates that Balance is of moderate importance to you. While you would ideally like a job flexible enough not to interfere with your personal life, you are willing to accept that your work will sometimes get in the way of your outside interests and/or personal relationships. You are willing to sacrifice some balance in order to further your career, and you make work decisions reflective of that.
Achievement ( 4 )
Your score indicates that Achievement is of moderate importance to you. While you may be determined to achieve as much as you can in whatever you do, it is probably not too important for you to reach a level of expert-status or be considered a pioneer in your field. Instead, you are driven to achieve simply for its intrinsic rewards and not necessarily for the external acclaim.
Financial Success ( 2 )
Your score speaks to the fact that monetary rewards are not too important to you. While you may still desire financial security, you are not simply motivated by the prospect of affluence nor do you make work decisions based on it.



Flexibility ( 6 )
Because of your adaptability, you favor a workplace that fosters a sense of fairness and affability, a place that understands and is willing to accommodate you. This environment is relaxed, feels safe, and most likely exists in a less traditional workplace.
Fast-paced atmosphere ( 5 )
As someone who most likely favors a consistent and low-stress work routine, you probably don't get energized or excited by the hectic nature of a fast-paced work environment.
Professional atmosphere ( 4 )
While you may not be opposed to a traditional office environment that requires a certain degree of professional dress and manner, this type of setting simply isn't a top priority for you.
Consistency ( 3 )
As someone who doesn't need to have the same routine each day, you don't place much importance on the consistency and stability more traditional work environments usually offer. Instead, you may prefer a more spontaneous and unpredictable environment.
Supportive atmosphere ( 3 )
When it comes to the emotional aspect of your ideal work environment, you aren't necessarily looking for an overly supportive setting. While you would probably mind if people were inconsiderate, you don't place a lot of importance on your workplace fostering compassion and fairness.


You most prefer working with Data
Good with facts and figures, you like the concrete aspect of quantitative work and feel comfortable even when tasked with researching and organizing large amounts of data. As a result, you might not enjoy brainstorming abstract concepts or theories as much.
Whether or not you're already in an occupation that involves a good deal of data, being good with quantitative computations, analysis, and synthesizing information into succinct explanations will help you excel in this area. You may want to explore Data-heavy occupations such as a scientist, psychologist, database manager, or accountant.




Type 1 - Thinker
Unique Strengths: Empowering, Introspective, Communication, Independent

What you want out of work:To quietly do your work in a thoughtful way without rocking the boat too much.
Your colleagues think of you as:Introspective, somewhat reserved but easy to get along with.
What you have to offer:A steady worker who thinks things through before acting.

my reflection, in the window where i ride

1. Does anyone know your password to your myspace?
Not that I know of. And weird things don't show up, so I'm thinking no.

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonaldS?
Undoubtedly a McFlurry, though I don't specifically remember.

3. Are you an emotional person?
Yeah, probably.

4. Do you like your name?
Yes.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sorrrrta. The same kind of sorta that is transcribed on here in other places.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Yeah, sure.

7. What was the last thing you did?
Watched the OSU game.

8. Who is right next to you?
No whos ... no one is in the same room as me.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
Say, at a restaurant or sitting at the same table? Um ... Wes and Hillary.

10. What song are you listening to right now?
"Walk Fast" by Josh Kelley.

11. How's the weather right now?
I actually haven't been outside all day (it's Saturdya, and yesterday was uber-icky/busy, so no judging), but I hear it's colder than it was yesterday so that's good.

12. Last person who called you today?
My dad, from the game. =)

13. Last lie you told?
Man, do I even remember? They come oh so often actually. Apparently nothing big because I can't remember it and I've gotten past yesterday...

14. Last song you sang?
I was just semi-singing along to "Days Like This" by Kellie Coffey.

15. Do you like anyone?
Uhhhh, yeah, actually.

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Probably, but it seems to be nothing I regret.

17. Last thing you drank?
Water.

18. Last thing you ate?
The end of my loaf of bread.

19. What did you do last night?
Volunteered for an hour, then went to see "Company" -- a new revival production of an old Sondheim musical, then walked through Times Square to get back to the subway to get back home, then passed out to watching America's Next Top Model.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
Yeah.

21. What time did you wake up today?
Like, 12:45. It was late when I went to bed, and I was sleeping enough for two nights.

22. Last person you texted?
I've deleted it by now, so I'm not entirely sure, but if I had to guess, I'd say Zach.

23. Last person to text you?
Ditto.

24. What are you wearing right now?
My pajamas, slippers, and a hoodie. It's definitely the low-key day of the week. My hair is even up. Except that I have to get ready to go see Happy Feet on IMAX up in Lincoln Center with Nalleli and Shirley soon.

25. Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?
Eh, too quiet is not the right phrase. I usually don't make that move, if that's the true question here. I tend to be very stupid and wait forever for the other party to do so.

26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Usually hair.

27.Where are you right now?
In my room in NY.

28. What date and day is it?
November 18th, Saturday.

29. Did you go anywhere today?
Besides the other room of the suite, no.

30. What did you do there?
Cooked.

31. Where else are you going today?
Going to the movies in a bit.

32. Are you watching TV?
No.

33. Are you mature or immature?
I can be both, but mostly mature I suppose.

34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
I'm close to both of them in different ways. Maybe my mom by a bit.

35. Are you an only child?
No.

36. Whats the most annoying thing people say to you?
Mostly, I get annoyed with the "do you like New York" question.

38. Do you like music?
Uh, yeah.

39. Do you want to get married?
Yeah, at some way later point in time.

40. To whom?
I do not know that yet. If I did, I'd probably just get married.










..::GIRLS♥SURVEY::...

1. What color is your bra?
Right now, it's black.

2. Do you ever lie about your age?
Yeah.

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
Both in different ways and at different ways.

4. Do you prefer blond or brunette guys?
I think my 'type' is brunette, but I keep falling for blondes.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
None enough to worry about them so much now.

6. Did you answer number five truthfully?
Yes.

7. Do you have a best friend?
Yes.

8. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A veterinarian.

9. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
One night, no. A twelve-hour period, yes.

10. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
American Eagle, I guess, but really anywhere.

12. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

14. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
Certainly.

15. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
Yeah, not literally though.

16. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
Changing is dangerous.

17. Do you like your life?
Yeah.

18. Do you shop at Hollister?
No.

19. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No.

20. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Yes. They were/are no longer friends.

21. Did you forgive them?
No, not really. I'm not still angry about it or anything, I just really don't forgive things.

22. Who was your first best friend ever?
I remember vaguely some girl named Becky, and then some girl named Katrina ...

23. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Girls, I suppose.

24. How long have you had myspace?
Maybe a year? Maybe longer ... I don't know.

25. Have you ever skipped school?
Yeah.

26. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
No.

27. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
No. Probably should have, though.

28. If so why?
Because he thought and acted on the false assumption that he could simply take what he wanted from me because he was gorgeous.

29. What is one of your biggest fears of your life?
Utterly failing at something I really want.

31. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Yes.

32. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes. Twice that I vividly remember.

33. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Yes. I'm currently pretty much there, but I so honestly don't have time for it. Well, that's kind of a lie. I guess I have time for it for at least a week. So I won't feel as bad for it for awhile. =) And really, I like having them in my head there always anyway, so ... yeah. It's dangerous, nonetheless.

34. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Maybe. Change the once to twice, and definitely.

35. Are you a player?
Not in the way that I'm assuming you mean.

36. What kind of cell phone do you have?
Some Verizon phone. It's a little scratched up and I drop it way too often, but I can't get a new one (without getting a new number) until my plan ends, so I'm stuck with it.

37. what's your screen name?
I'm not answering this question anymore. I have a suspicion that Google would find it.

39. So far do you like this survey?
Um, all of them are kind of melding together. I should be getting ready, so I'm a little hurried anyway, not relaly focused on it or how much I like it.

40. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
Yes. Same with bad feelings.

41. Do you ever wish you were famous?
No.

42. Do you ever wish you were a man?
Not really, no.

43. Do you think any guy will open this just because it says girls survey?
Uh, well, there's no "opening" involved, but that thought never occurred to me, no.












How old do you act? ----

[] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[x] I think politics are exciting
[] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
Total:4

[x] I show up for school/work every day, unless I'm sick
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[] I've never gotten a detention.
[] I've watched talk shows to point out the credibility of it all.
[x] I know what credibility means without looking it up (but I don't think it's used correctly here, I should say)
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week
Total: 4

[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in Spanish.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[x] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh... without being stupid.
[] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school
[x] I remember to feed my pets
Total: 8

[x] I can spell experience without looking it up.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[] The first thing I do when I wake up is get Diet Coke.
[] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type fast.
Total: 4

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[x] I can look at someone hot without thinking of sex.
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
[x]People have said i act/look older than i am
Total: 5

Now add up how many x's you have and put "I act X years old" in the subject line

I act 25 years old, apparently.













THE LETTER A
are you available? I'm not not available. Saying I'm available sounds so strange. There's more to the issue than available or not available. I don't know, this phrasing freaks me out more than it really should.
what is your age? 19.
what annoys you? Oh, quite a few things. Lately it's mostly people walking slow/staring, leaving the shower curtain closed, and saying "on line" instead of in line.

THE LETTER B
do you live in a big house? No, I live in an apartment.
when is your birthday? July 15.
who are your best friends? They know who they are and they don't read this so it's all pointless to put it down.

THE LETTER C
what's your favorite candy? Mr. Goodbar. Or MilkDuds, for during soething ( a movie, a lecture, whatever). Or gummy bears.
who's your crush? I'm not telling you. But it does feel good to finally admit that he is.
when was the last time you cried? Today. The OSU-Michigan game probably makes me too emotional. I cried when the guy dotted the I. But then, there's some back issues in there now too because I'm faced with maybe having to transfer to OSU and that would just wrench up a lot of issues.

THE LETTER D
do you daydream? Yes. More when I'm in a relationship or bored, but yes.
what's your favorite kind of dog? I love all kinds of dogs. Seriously.
what day of the week is it? Technically now it is Sunday, but to me it's still Saturday..

THE LETTER E
how do you like your eggs? I don't eat eggs.
have you ever been in the emergency room? Yes, for kidney problems.
what's the easiest thing ever to do? Nothing's ever always easy. I was going to say breathing, or existing, or sitting, but all of those can be hard at times.

THE LETTER F
have you ever flown in a plane? Yes, in fact I did so just a week ago and I'll do so again in another week.
do you use fly swatters? No. I hate bugs but I still have a problem with killing them. I didn't even want to squash the Drosophila in lab.
have you ever used a foghorn? No.

THE LETTER G
do you chew gum? On planes, when I need to focus on something, and when I need but don't have a mint.
are you a giver or a taker? Both.
do you like gummy candies? Yes.

THE LETTER H
how are you? Um, I'm okay. I rpprobably should be sleeping, but I don't have tests for awhile, and I'm texting which makes me happy even though the conversation is getting unnecessarily meta and I don't have a wake-up time tomorrow, so that's all fine.
what's your height? 5'3".
what color is your hair? Blonde.

THE LETTER I
what's your favorite ice cream? Coffee Heath Chunk, I tink. But I'll always love Cookie Dough.
have you ever ice skated? Yes, though not this year. I want to go though. Maybe when I go to the zoo to look at lights. Which I can only imagine enjoying as much as I want to enjoy it if I go with a certain someone. But I don't know how likely that is. Rather unlikely unless I say something, and that in itself is rather unlikely.
do you play an instrument? Yeah. At least, I used to. But a lot of things lately are pushing me back to it. I hope to try to play tomorrow ... for the first time in several months.

THE LETTER J
what's your favorite jelly bean? Red ones...?
do you wear jewelry? Yeah, always my one ring, occasionally some earrings, even more rarely a necklace or bracelet.

THE LETTER K
who do you want to kill? No one really.
do you want kids? Yeah, eventually.
do you like kangaroos? I don't not like kangaroos...

THE LETTER L
are you laid back? Usually.
do you lie? Uh, yeah.

THE LETTER M
whats your favorite movie? Casablanca.
do you still watch disney movies? Yes, definitely. They are gold.
do you like mangos? I don't dislike mangos. I don't really have mango often; it's expensive.

THE LETTER N
do you have a nickname? Yeah, I've recently realized at least half of the people I know regularly call me Jess. And then there are the combinations including my last name.
whats your favorite number? 4
do you prefer night over day? Yeah. I feel more productive, and I like that I'm generally alone. At least, as alone as I get here.

THE LETTER O
whats your one wish? Vet school.
are you an only child? No.
do you wish this was over? Kind of. I'm ready to read my book and fall asleep.

THE LETTER P
what one fear are you most paranoid about? Dinosaurs. And tonight I saw them from the front row of the IMAX theatre. I was almost hysterical. That's when I realized my fear really is irrational.
whats a personality trait you look for in people? Sense of humor.

THE LETTER Q
whats your favorite quote? The difference between the right word and the wrong word is really a large matter; 'tis the difference between the lightning bug and the lightning.

THE LETTER R
do you think youre always right? Well, not always, but often. Most disuptes with me can be solved by a simple, "You're right." =) I just need to hear that phrase and I'm pretty much good.
do you watch reality tv? Yeah.
whats a good reason to cry? Sad that something is gone.

THE LETTER S
do you prefer sun or rain? Rain if I have my boots/umbrella/iPod/it's not so crazy humid. But really, sun.
do you like snow? Yes, I wish it would snow already.
what's your favorite season? Fall.

THE LETTER T
what time is it? 2:59 am.
what time did you wake up? 12:45 pm. (I was sleeping for two nights.)
when was the last time you slept in a tent? I seriously don't remember. Several, several years ago.

THE LETTER U
are you wearing underwear? Yes
do you prefer underwear or thongs? Well thongs are underwear.
underwear or boxers? Ditto.

THE LETTER V
where do you want to go on vacation? Back to Paris. Or Ireland.
where was the last place you went on vacation? Italy.

THE LETTER W
what's your worst habit? Biting my nails when I'm really nervous (but I just painted them tonight -- for the first time in a year, so hopefully they'll stay nice) or procrastinating so much I nearly die
where do you live? NYC
what's your worst fear? Failure. That's boring and generic, but true.

THE LETTER X
have you ever had an x-ray? Yes
have you seen the x-games? No. I might've caught them briefly on TV.
do you own a xylophone? No...no zylophone for me. ;) Oh Mitchy.

THE LETTER Y
do you like the color yellow? I don't love it.
what year were you born in? 1987.

THE LETTER Z
whats your zodiac sign? Cancer
do you believe in the zodiac? Yeah, bits and pieces, here and there.
what's your favorite zoo animal? I love the otters. =)














Have you ever __________ with your top 6?!?
Body: Don’t change your myspace top 6
- fill the people in below
- answer the questions truthfully

1- Hillary
2- Tricia
3- Wes
4- Zach
5- Nalleli
6- Shirley


Have you ever danced with 3?
Yes.

Where did you meet number 5?
At the Palladium Floor Brunch, first year of college.

Have you ever gotten drunk/high with number 4?
Ha, laughing as much as if we were, probably, but actually on substances, no.

Has 1 been to your house?
Yes, certainly.

Have you ever seen number 6 cry?
Yes. School is crazy.

Has number 6 ever seen you naked?
No. We live together, but we are not naked often.

Have you ever gone shopping with number 3?
Yes.

Have you ever seen 2 in a swimsuit?
Yes.

Have you ever met 1's family?
Yes.

Do you know 2's middle name?
Yes. In fact, I know all of my top 6's middle names.

Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4?
Ha, yes.

Do you trust number 3?
Yeah.

Have you ever hated 6?
No. Maybe for her good grades. ;)

Have you ever fought with number 2?
No, not really.

When's the last time you talked to 5 in person?
Just tonight, when she said goodnight and went to sleep.

Are any of your top 6 family members?
No.

Has anyone in your top 6 seen you cry?
Yes.

Have you ever done something dangerous with number 4?
Well, we have gotten stopped by the cops, so I guess that warrants a yes.

Have you ever been in the same bed with 5?
Yes.

Do you think 4 and 5 would make a good couple?
Zach and Nalleli? Um, no.

Have you ever, or are you currently dating anyone in you top 6?
No.

Would #1 do anything for you?
I don't know about anything. But that goes for all situations.

Has 3 ever helped you out?
Yes.

How do you feel when 1 hugs you?
Happy, I suppose.

Will 1-6 repost this?
Um, no. It's not in that situation.

Repost this as:

Have you ever __________ with your top 6?!?















Life:
High School: Westland.
Junior High: Pleasant View.
Elementary: Eakin, Prarie Lincoln, and Darby Woods.
Favorite Soda: I don't drink soda.
Favorite fruit: I'm really into kiwis lately, but they're probably not really my favorite. Maybe bananas, maybe raspberries.
Favorite weather: Just generally nice, maybe 70ish, a light wind, decent sun. But I like general change of the weather, I don't like to get bored with it.

Do You:
Like someone: Maaaaybe. I am so back and forth on anything anymore.
Want more piercings: Maybe.
Want a tattoo: Again, maybe. I don't really want one at this moment, but I'm not ruling out the possibility for either, probably when something significant or craze-inducing happens.

Last:
Person talked to/texted on the phone?: Phone, mom. Text, Zach.
Person IMed on-line?: Tricia.
Movie watched: I started Spellbound today, but fell asleep during it. Full out, Happy Feet.
Blue or red?: Blue. Why is this in the last section?
Spring or Fall?: Fall.

Random stuff:
Do you speak a different language?: Yes, but today was the first time I got to answer yes to that question in real life, but thankfully I didn't have to expose the fact that I couldn't think of the word for schedules.
How old do you act?: As old as I am, I'd suppose. Perhaps slightly older.
Do you have any pets?: Yes. Though not here, which I increasingly don't like.
Mood?: I was fine and relaxed, then I felt personally attacked, now I just kind of want to go back to before.

The 4 W's Questions:
Whos in the room with you? Nalleli.
What was the last thing you ate?: Bread.
What color pants are you wearing?: Blue jeans.
What is the closest item near you that is blue? My French dictionary.
What are you wearing on your feet?: Nothing.
What instant messaging service do you use? AIM.
What do you wear more, jeans or shorts?: Jeans. I never wear shorts, except occasionally to bed. Which then I guess is not never.
Where is your mom? Somewhere two states away.
Where do you sleep?: In my bed...except when I'm home, then on the couch, on the futon ... whatever.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?: Old Navy ... and maybe Marshall's?

__Which is Better With The Preferred Sex__
067. Cute or Sexy: Sexy'll get you, but cute'll keep you.
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
069. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses, easily..
070. Short or Tall: Tall.
071. Easygoing or serious: More easygoing, but not entirely.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic, but not smothering (it's not as easy as just picking one).
073. Muscular or Skinny: Skinny between the two.
074. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship, I suppoooose. That's the right answer, yes? Yeah, relationships.
076. Sweet or Caring: I find they generally come together. Caring, I guess. That seems the more genuine of the two.
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: Hesitant, I suppose, but the trouble makers are going to seem sexier, which is discussed above.

___Have You Ever___
078. Kissed a Stranger: Yes.
079. Drank Bubbles?: No.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: No, I don't wear them.
083. Got an X-ray and on what? Yes. Several several things...teeth and shoulder pop to mind.
084. Have You Broken Someones Heart?: Maybe.
085. Had your heart broken?: Yes.
087. Cried When Someone Died: Yes.
088. Cried At School and why?: Yes...challenges stress.

___Do You Believe In___
089. God: Yes.
090. Miracles: Yes.
091. Love At First Sight: Moderately.
93. Aliens: Maybe.
94.Magic: Maybe.
095. Heaven: On the best days.
98. Kissing on The First Date: Yes.













PROLOGUE
1. Where did you take your default pic?: In Washington C.H.
2. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?: Jeans, a tank top, a sweater.
3. What is your current problem?: Having no one to tell my secrets to. Worrying about not getting this job I really want. Having to shower AND sleep with the same time. And always grades.

CHAPTER 1
1. Middle name: Nicole.
2. Nickname(s): Jessie, Jess, JRea, JR.
3. Current location: New York City, for another few hours.
4. Eye color: Green.

CHAPTER 2
1. Do you live with your parents?: No, at least not for eight months out of the year.
2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? Yeah, mostly.
3. Do you have any siblings?: Yes, one.

CHAPTER 3
1. Ice Cream: is really good...? Oh, we're supposed to assume favorites. Coffee, but I'll always love cookie dough.
2. Season: Fall.
3. Movie: Casablanca.
4. Color[s]: Cerulean.
5. Clothes/Stores: American Eagle, I guess, but really, I don't care. Which isn't to say I can't indulge in some ol' brand-whoring, but it's mostly for shoes as far as I go.

CHAPTER 4
1. Write on your hand? No.
2. Call people back?: No. Seriously, I suck at this. The phone and I ... ours is a relationshit, not a relationship. It is very far from functional or rewarding.
4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?: I don't really have a side. I like to sleep by a wall, if that comes into play.
5. Have any bad habits? Yes, of course.

CHAPTER 5
1. Broken a bone?: Yes.
2. Sprained stuff?: Yes.
3. Had physical therapy?: Yes.
4. Gotten stitches?: No. Well, yes for oral surgery.
5. Taken painkillers: Yes.
6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling? No.
7. Been stung by a bee?: Yes, but not lately thank goodness.
8. Thrown up at the dentist? No, though felt like it plenty of times.
9. Had detention?: Yes, once.
10. Been sent to the principal's office: Not for anything negative.

CHAPTER 6 [last]
1. Movie you watched: Happy Feet.
2. Person to text you: Zach.
5. Person you hugged: Nalleli.
6. Person you tackled?: Um, I can't remember. I don't tackle much.
7. Thing you touched: Besides my computer/desk/chair involving this task? Umm ... I think my cell phone.
8. Thing you ate: Asparagus risotto.
9. Thing you drank: A gingerbread latte. I finally broke down and bought all $4.17 of it.
10. Thing you said: Bye, you too! (In response to Ling's departure and holiday wishes.)
11. Person you kissed: Just family. Beyond that, 'twas an Italian man who I'll probably never see again. Interesting, no?














*are you going to lie?
Yeah, probably. I often do.

1. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Old Navy and ... let me look ...Josephine Chause, apparently.

2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friendslist?
Yeah, I would.

3.How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?
All of them.

4. How many kids do you want to have?
One or two. Or something crazy like eight.

5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yeah.

6. Do you wanna change your name?
No, I like it.

7. What did you do for your last b-day?
Went to the Mexican restaurant with my family, got ice cream with Tricia, went to see Casablanca at the Ohio Theatre with Dad. =)

8. What time did you wake up today?
8:35. I had class at 9. I got there early. That's how good I am. =)

9. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Showering.

10. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?
Breathe. Because everything else, I have to wait for, so apparently I can.

11. Last time you fell asleep next to someone?
Sometime this summer. Unless you count Honey, or Jenny, then just two weeks.

12. Whats one thing you would like to change about your life?
I'd definitely like to get better grades.

13. Have you ever talked to Tom?
Ha, no.

14. last thing you ate?
Risotto.

15. whats your favorite month?
I really enjoy December, minus finals.

16. Least favorite month?
Maybe May, or February.

17. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?
A watch from Nalleli if that counts. A coat from Nalleli if it doesn't.

18. Who's getting on your nerves right now?
No one, I'm alone.

19. Most visited webpage: myspace or google?
Google, but the race is closer than it used to be.

20. Last person to make you sad?
Myself, with losing my cell phone.

21. Would you help your best friend fight if he/ she is losing?
I guess so, though I don't really see that situation transpiring.

22. Coke or pepsi?
Neither. I don't do soda.

23. How often do you see your crush?
Not terribly often, unless you're talking about my professors, in which case, at least once a week. ;)

24. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?
No. Unless you count kitty kisses. =)

25. Who will win the Colts/Patriots game this week?
Patriots. Fuck the Colts. (Sorry, Tricia.)

26. What is a good movie to watch on Halloween?
I don't know ... I don't really do scary movies. And I'm too busy on Halloween to be watching movies anyway.

*If you answered honestly to all these, post as:
No LiE sUrvey

I'm not 'posting' anything, so I get out of that. Ha.











1. Hot chocolate or apple cider?
Hot chocolate.

2. Turkey or Ham?
Neither; I don't eat meat.

3. Do you get a Fake or Real cut it yourself Christmas tree?
We usually do our fake one, then buy real ones for our front and back proches. Jenny gets to pick one and so do I.

4. Decorations on the outside of your house?
Yes, lights and such. I think we even do the huge blow-up thing even though I really hate those.

5. Snowball fights or sledding?
Sledding, definitely.

6. Do you like hanging around the fireplace because it's warm?
Yes, of course. I just recounted a story from last Thanksgiving where I fell asleep in front of the fireplace with a cat. But that's how I roll. Not surprising, this story, if you know me.

7. Do you enjoy going downtown shopping?
Yeah, but I usually just do my shopping at the Fair right outside my door.

8. Favorite Christmas song?
Oh, I can't pick just one. I looove Mariah Carey's "All I want For Christmas Is You" and I love Trans-Siberian Orchestra's "Carol of the Bells" but all the classics (Bing, I'm talking to you) are fantastic.

9. How do you feel about Christmas movies?
They're fine. The older ones are obviously better than the newer ones. Wow it smells like my gingerbread latte and I just realized that.

10. When is it too early to start listening to Christmas music?
I'd say get to at least November. Theoretically you should wait until after Thanksgiving, but ... that doesn't really work too often.

11. Stockings before or after presents?
Before, but we use them more as a leading-up-to thing.

12. Carolers, do you or do you not listen to them?
I've never had to deal with carolers, but I guess I would probably listen to them. At least for a bit.

13. Go to someone else's house or they come to you?
Thankfully, we stay at home now.

14. Do you read the Christmas Story?
No.

15. What do you do after presents and dinner?
We don't really do a fancy dinner. We just kind of chill.

16. What is your favorite holiday smell?
Christmas trees.

17. Ice skating or walking around the mall?
Ice skating. Though I'm more likely to do the second.

18. Favorite Christmas memory?
Just the good feelings in general.

19. Favorite Part about winter?
Snow, scarves, and sipping cocoa.

20. Ever been kissed under mistletoe?
Yes, but not seriously.













1. How tall are you barefoot?
5'3". Maybe 5'2.5" but you have to round up.

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
No.

3. Do you own a gun?
No.

4. What kind of cake do you want at your wedding?
A big tiered white one, probably white cake ... maybe something different for the inside, but definitely not chocolate. At least not fully.

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
Yes. I just think it's because I really want to impress them, or rather not not impress them, I suppose.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
Haven't eaten a single one since 4th grade and dont' intend on ever eating one again.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
I love all the oldies, but lately it's "Baby It's Cold Outside."

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water. On rare occasions, coffee or orange juice.

9. Can you do push ups?
Yeah...

10. Is your bathroom clean?
No, not really. The floor gets gross seriously within a day.

11. Whats your favorite piece of jewelry?
I like my earrings I'm currently wearing (they're long and green/blue), and I have some necklaces that mean something to me, ditto with rings.

12. Do you like painkillers?
No. I try to not take them if I can.

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
I have no secret weapon. I just ... do whatever I do, I suppose.

14. Do you own a knife?
Yes, but not a huge knife.

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
Not really.

16. Middle Name?
Nicole.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
1. I want it to be over and yet not have to deal with it at the same time.
2. A long time frame has to be ngative.
3. I don't want to go to Physics nowish.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought:
A gingerbread latte this morning, dinner at Applebees (mozzarella sticks and a salad), and my Fossil watch. =)

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Water, ... that's pretty much all I drink regularly.

20. What time did you wake up today?
7:30 am.

21. If you could only have one for the rest of your life from the one u love, choose- kiss or hug.
Kiss.

22. Current worry?
I don't think I have to say it. I think even looking back, it will be evident. Let's just say that it involves some uncharacteristic behavior.

23. Current hate?
My lack of patience, for it leads to problems with my surplus of anxiety, which leads to me not studying which was my original plan and ultimately what I continually hate.

24. Favorite place to be?
Lately, it's at home. At least, in Ohio, I mean. And part of me has a hard time continually leaving it if it's where I want to stay. I'm giving it a few days -- and a few situations closed -- to settle down, but the feeling is sincerely bothersome.

25. Least favorite place to be?
In a class I hate? Lately, at least, I mean. Especially with my lack of focus and intense need to focus.

26. Where would you like to go?
I think Europe and I need a reunion.

27. Do you own slippers?
Yes. My feet get cold, I need them. They are fuzzy and purple.

28. What shirt are you wearing?
Green tank top, black sweater.

29. Do you burn or tan?
Burn basically, but I seriously can't think about the sun right now. At least not in that summer-y of terms (though yes, I know we can burn all the time, yadda yadda yadda).

30. Favorite color(s)?
Green mostly. Blue, red, purple occasionally.

31. Would you be a pirate?
No, but thanks.

32. The thong song is...
from when I was in eighth grade, I think. Maybe seventh.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Whatever's on the radio. Except not because I live with other people.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
When I heard the helicopter flying overhead, I always imagined some mean criminal/theif types would break into my window to kill me. Beyond that, I wasn't really a monster kid. More terrified of people motives. Oh, sometimes I remember thinking something was hiding behind my bed when it was against the corner, but I also remember thinking that it was a crazy person, never some imagined animal or creature.

35. What's in your pockets right now?
Nothing. I spent my five from earlier.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
Sadly, I don't know. I've been mighty anxious to laugh lately. Which isn't to say that I haven't, just that I don't have the brain space to remember it.

37. Best bed sheets as a child?
Maybe I had 101 Dalmations ones? That seems not unlikely.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
Broke my arm mountain biking. Fell into gravel too, so got some nice scars as well.

39. Do you think OJ did it??
Yes.

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
One here.

41. Who is your loudest friend?
I pretty much don't like these questions.

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Ditto.

43. Does someone have a crush on you and who?
You know what? Probably not.

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
You know, I'd actually never seen a shooting star (and with as much as I stargaze) until two nights ago -- Friday) on the farm when I just happened to look up at different occasions and see TWO. I wished for really important things because I figured that was a really rare instance, at least for me. None of the wishes have capitalized yet.

45. What is your favorite book?
The Alchemist.

46. What is your favorite candy?
Generally chocolate combined with nuts.

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
"At Last" by Etta James.

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
"Seasons of Love" by Jonathan :Larson/RENT -- the movie version.

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Sleeping. For four hours already.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I have French homework to do. Then, as per usual lately, ooooh shit. Not a dream in fact.

right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink 'cause she can't shoot whisky

if you go over 45, you're a bad influence.

1. smoked
2. consumed alcohol
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. kissed someone of the same sex
6. had sex
7. had someone in your room other than family
8. watched porn
9. bought porn
10. done drugs
TOTAL: 5


1. taken painkillers
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine
3. lied to your parents
4. lied to a friend
5. snuck out of the house
6. done something illegal
7. cut yourself
8. hurt someone
9. wished someone to die
10. seen someone/something die
TOTAL: 8


1. missed curfew
2. stayed out all night
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
4. been to a therapist
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair
7. received a ticket
8. been in an accident
9. been to a club
10. been to a bar
T0TAL: 5


1. been to a wild party
2. seen the Mardi Gras
3. drank more than four beers in a night
4. had a spring break in Florida
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm band
8. wore t-shirts with band names
9. listen to rap
10. own a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 2

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed prep
3. dressed punk
4. dressed grunge
5. stole something
6. been too drunk to remember anything
7. blacked out
8. fainted
9. had a crush on your neighbor
10. had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 4


1. snuck into someone else's room
2. had a crush on your best friend
3. been to a concert
4. dry-humped someone
5. been called a slut
6. called someone a slut
7. installed speakers in your car
8. broken a mirror
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 5


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater
3. cruised the mall
4. skipped school
5. had surgery
6. had an injury
7. gone to court
8. walked out of a restaraunt without paying
9. caught something on fire
10. lied about your age
TOTAL: 8


1. owned an apartment
2. broke the law in the police's presence
3. cheated with someone
4. got in trouble with the police
5. talked to a stranger
6. hugged a stranger
7. kissed a stranger
8. rode in the car with a stranger
9. been sexually harrassed
10. been verbally harrassed
TOTAL: 6


1. met face-to-face with someone you met online
2. stayed online for 12 hours straight
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
4. watched TV for 12 hours straight
5. been to a fair
6. been called a bad influence
7. drunk and driven
8. prank-called someone
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
10. cheated on a test
TOTAL: 7


1. cheated on homework
2. held hands with someone of the opposite sex
3. been pushed into a pool
4. played pool
5. watched 5 hours of MTV straight
6. had a crush on someone 5 years older than you
7. had a crush on someone younger than you
8. worn eyeliner
9. skinny-dipped
10. laughed at a retarded person in a wheelchair
TOTAL: 8


My total = 58/100. Well, I'm still failing, but apparently I'm a bad influence. Who would've thought? ;)


Two Names You Go By:
1. Jessica
2. Jess

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Jeans
2. My Rent T-shirt

Two Things You Would Want in a Relationship:
1. Affection
2. Fun

(I guess that answer kind of answers the "do I want/need/can I handle a relationship right now" question. Hmm.)

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. Internet-ing
2. Watch films ... seriously, until this summer I had no clue how much I loved film

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. Good grades
2. The job at the Cooper Square Vet Office

Two pets you had/have:
1. Honey, my doggy
2. Wilson, my now-gone first doggy


Two things you did last night:
1. Went to Physics class
2. Watched the PETA "Meet your Meat" video ... wow, good thing I'm already a vegetarian, but still it was so awful ... I completely cried over it

Two People that live in your house:
1. My current place of living ... Nalleli
2. and Shirley

Two things you ate today:
1. Chocolate chip cookies (Fridays = test stress = me baking)
2. Cereal (and sadly, plus a banana, that's all)

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Nalleli
2. Shirley

Two Things You're Going To Do Today:
1. Study
2. Probably make a latte or two to get me through the night (I may not sleep ... I haven't decided yet)

Two longest car rides:
1. To New York from Columbus
2. To Florida from Columbus

Two Favorite Holidays
1. Christmas
2. Thanksgiving (food and family) ... though really, I love Independence Day only if I can go down to Red, White, & Boom with family/friends

Two favorite beverages:
1. Chocolate soy milk
2. Some sort of berry lemonade-y deal





70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME -

1. Initials:
JNR

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Rembrandt

3. Last thing you ate?
chocolate chip cookies ... and now I feel ill

4. For or against same sex marriage?
for. you fall in love with a person, not a gender, so why should the person you fall in love with even factor into whether or not you should be able to marry them if you both want to?

5. I say Shotgun! You say?
fine, whatevvvv. i'll just ride in the back with the other lucky passenger and have a grand ol' time with them. =) i don't care where i sit as long as i like who i'm sitting with.

6. Last person you hugged?
nalleli.

7. Do you believe in God?
yes.

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
oh man, let me look at a list and get back to you. ... Fifteen, I think. that's decent ... for (hopefully) a quarter (or less) of my life, i've been to thirty percent of the states. i'm on track. it's cool.

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in:
three technically, though i don't really remember living in florida.

10. Ever lived outside of the US:
no. that might change, however.

11. Name something you like physically about yourself:
i like my eyes. i like my hair. that's good.

13. Who is your best friend?
i have several best friends. tricia and hillary come most to mind.

14. Why are you still up?
because i still have studying to do, duh. i may or may not go to bed. tiredness is setting in. i need some caffeine.

15. Who made you angry today?
dumb girls in bio lab. i really don't know why (besides the scary off-putting flirtation, the whiny voice, and the inability to be flexible or funny), but there's one who totally annoys me.

16. Favorite type of Food?:
italian.

17. Favorite holiday:
christmas. generic, but true.

18. Do you download music:
yeah, but mostly only in a trading form. as in, someone uploads and hosts it, and then makes it available, but then the rest of the community does the same. it's just like trading cds/mixtapes with your friends, except we don't totally know these people. and i only do certain songs, not full albums. and if i really love a band/singer, i'll go buy the cd even if i know i can get it online for free, just to support them.

19. What illegal things have you done?
mostly the drinking and the driving. not together, mind you.

21. Would you date the person the posted this?
well actually no. not that it's clear who that was, but no. we're related. that would be odd.

22. Has anyone ever sang or played a song for you personally?
yes. both times i look back at it ... it's very uncomfortable now ... because i just don't feel that intensely about either of them, and realize i didn't even really in the moment. eh. that's not to discourage any of you from trying it again. it could work. i'm just saying.

23. Do you love anyone?
yeah, i love people. not in the most romantic way that i still like to believe exists, at the moment, though.

24. Do you like Bush?
no. i made hillary clinton's chocolate chip cookies tonight in celebration of the election. aka, no.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nope.

26. Have you ever went white-water rafting?
yes. i remember watching the pre-video that was all "you can die" and i was like, whaaat? why are we doing this again?

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
ha, yes. i like inappropriately aged men, though. it's a problem.

28. How much money ya got?:
in cash? like, ten? i've bought coffee a lot lately. that drains my cash.

29. Have you met a real redneck?
yes.

30. How is the weather right now:
eh, it's warm, which is weird because it's november and i like my jacket/want to wear it. i'll take a little cold again. (i said a little!)

31.What are you listening to right now:
"When I Think About Angels" by Jamie O'Neal. I've had it in my head (along with "Fergalicious") all day today, even though I haven't heard it lately. Although, I guess, I know why anyway. =))


32. What is your current fav song?:
I really like "Before He Cheats" and "Fergalicious" lately. For tooootally different reasons.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
Animal House. Tomorrow I get to watch either The Family Stone or Spellbound. Yay for Netflix and new movies!

34. Do you wear contacts:
no.

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
food emporium to buy baking supplies.

36. What are you afraid of?
getting bad grades and not being able to get into vet school. i'm terrified of that actually.

37. How many piercings and tattoo's do you have?
4 piercings (if i'm counting each ear as different) and zero tatoos. at least as of now. i toil with the idea of more.

38. How many pets do you have:
several several several. but yet still not enough. i love animals, what can i say?

39. What's some thing you've learned.
that even when you study and reeeeeally really want it, good grades are not guaranteed. that orgo sucks.


40 and 41??

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
yes. not at anything living, though.

43. Are you missing someone?
yes.

44. fave T.V. shows?
grey's. house. sadly, i now watch celebrity paranormal project with nalleli on sundays (reliving our middle school 'fear' episodes). and really, that's all i watch. i actually love that it's so pared down.

45. Do you have an ipod?:
yes. it is my life. okay, that's not true. but i love it. and i use it a lot.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
yeah, some girl from family ties and drew barrymore. i don't see either really.

48. Who would you like to see right now?
i'm not gonna name names, but trust me, i have them. i'll tell you one: my dog honey. =)

49. Favorite movie of all time?
casablanca.

50. Do you find yourself loved?
yes. sometimes i'm just too down to see it.

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
yeah. parking lot at westland comes to mind. and lots of other things too, i'm sure.

52. Favorite flower:
i really enjoy lillies.

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
a little salt and a little burnt if made at home. if not, a little salt and a little butter.

54. What Magazines are you reading:
i don't read any regularly, but occasionally seventeen still comes in my name and i'll read that (as do my roommates when i leave it out), and when i fly, i buy jane and blender.

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo:
yes, though not lately. it's been at least three years, i think.

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
yes, though not humans.

58. What's something that really bugs you?
that effort and level of knowledge and enjoyment of the material doesn't transfer into grades. closing the shower curtain after a shower. being late for things (even though i do it all the time?).

60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
old-school michael jackson, yeah. "thriller" is definitely one of, if not the, best albums evvvvver.

61. Whats your favorite smell?
i truly can't pick one. i love lots of smells, like baking bread, fresh-cut grass, that kind of fiery grilling burnt smell of fall approaching, a kind of cinnamon-y scent of my grandma's house, coffee/espresso, some perfumes/colognes ... lots.

62. Favorite basketball team?
i don't really do basketball.

63. Favorite cereal:
i really like kashi lately, the go lean crunch or whatnot. it's an experience. but i really love that life cereal with vanilla yogurt oat clusters or something? that is so good, seriously.

64. Do you drive:
yes, but not regularly.

65. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
somewhere between thirty and forty hours.

66. Last time you went bowling?
we tried to go after prom, but didn't (draaaama). before that ... i don't even remember.

67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
random people's floors...?

68. Who was your last phone call?:
i don't even know. i don't answer my phone anymore apparently. i was really good there for at least a week, always turning it back off silent, but then the day i stop, everyone calls me. maybe my mom?

69. Last time you were at work?
i don't technically work (yet! i really just found a job i really really REALLY want), but i was last at volunteering (which i swear is so hefty nowadays they *should* pay all of us) on tuesday around six pm. and i'm supposed to go tomorrow but i'll be on a plane.

70. Whats your favorite state to be in:
i like them all fine, as long as i don't stay too long. that seems to be the problem. always easier to just keep missing the good parts.









: One. Word. Survey.


You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.

Not as easy as you might think...

1. Yourself?
Jessica.

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nonexistent.

3. Your hair?
Blonde.

4. Your mother?:
Betty.

5. Your Father:
Dos.

6. Your Favorite Item:
iPod.

7. Your dream last night:
Weeeeird.

8. Your Favorite drink:
Fruity.

9. Your Dream Car:
Corvette.

10. The room you are in:
Bedroom.

11. Your Ex's:
Done.

12. Your fears:
Failure.

13. What you want to be in 10 years:
Vet.

14. Who you hung out with last night?:
Homework.

15. What You're Not?
Great.

16. Muffins:
Blueberry.

17: One of Your Wish List Items:
Grades.

18: Time:
Late.

19. The Last Thing You Did:
Baked.

20. What You Are Wearing:
Clothing.

21. Your Favorite Weather:
Comfortable.

22. Your Favorite Book:
Alchemist.

23. The last thing you ate:
Cookies.

24. Your Life:
Limbo.

25. Your Mood:
Worried.

26. Your friends:
Neglected.

27. What are you thinking about right now?
Bio.

28. Your car:
Sexxxxxy.

29. What are you doing at the moment?
Music.

30. Your summer:
Drama.

31. Your relationship status:
Distracted.

32. What is on your tv?
Nothing.

33. What is the weather like?
Warm.

34. When is the last time you laughed?
Lately.









Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOS LAST NAME STARTS WITH A "M".
A: Zach.

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: Zach.

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: I don't really use straws.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: No.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: I'd love to go to John Mayer, but that probably won't happen.

Q: WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: I probably say too much too much, but I honestly am having trouble answering.

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A: Cookies.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE
A: "Yeah, you can hardly tell."

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: When Grey's or House is on.

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: No.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: Maybe, hopefully...?

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: Probably the last time I was at home.

Q:WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: Studying for my huge-ass test tomorrow.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: Yes.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: If I hadn't nearly experienced it, I would say no.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: My sister.

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: Kind of ... I used to be a much heavier sleeper than I feel I am now.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: In WalMart (where I haven't even been for six months) almost two years ago now, as a joke.

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR ROOM?
A: My other room/house?

Q: EVER RAN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A : No, thankfully.

Q: LAST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN?
A: Borat!!

Best
1. Color(s): Green

Last
1. Person you saw: Nalleli
2. Talked to on the phone: Mom?
3. Good hug: "good"? I don't know.
4. Text: Tricia.
5. Messaged over Myspace: Amanda.

Today
1. Is: Thursday. For two more minutes.
2. Got any plans: Studying. Testing. Watching a film. Packing. Flying home.
3. Goal: To do well on the Bio Exam. To not miss my plane.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: The test, the quiz (mostly).

Favorite
1. Number: 4
2. Song Right Now: Goodbye Until Tomorrow and Climbing Uphill from The Last Five Years, Fergalicious (it's just irresistible, as in I simply can't resist it), and Before He Cheats by the lovely Carrie Underwood.
4. Season: Fall.
5. Word/phrase: Yeeeeeeeeah.

Currently.
1. Time: 12:05 am.
2. mood: Worrrried.

True or False
I am a perfectionist: a lot, but I've lowered my expectations.
I am an only child: False. Oops, I did the first one incorrectly.
I am currently in my pajamas: False.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: False.
When I get mad I curse frequently: True.









1. How old will you be in five years? 24.

2. Do you think you will be married by then? Probably not.

3. How tall are you? 5'3"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? Having these tests (and hopefully that one remainder shitty thing) done.

5. What's the last movie you saw? Borat.

6. Who was the last person you called? I don't remember.

7. Who was the last person to call you? Again, don't know.

8. What was the last text message you received? "Jess smells like sunchips!" from Nalleli.

9. Do you prefer to call or text? Text.

10. Do you have any pets? Yes, lots.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night? I don't remember, but it wasn't sleeping.

13. When is the last time you saw your mom? About a month ago.

14. What color are your eyes? Green.

15. What time did you wake up today? 10 am.

16. What are you wearing right now? Jeans, a t-shirt.

17. What's your favorite Christmas song? Hmm ... pop-py: "All I Want For Christmas Is You" by Mariah Carey; traditional: I like almost all of them. Ha.

18. Where is your favorite place to be? I don't know, with people I like in an environment that's still stimulating to me?

19. Where is your least favorite place to be? The opposite of that...?

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere? Lots of places, but right this moment, Paris. Just to detox.

21. Where do you think you will be in ten years? Twenty-nine ... hopefully out of vet school with a job and maybe starting that whole settling business.

22. Do you tan or burn? Burn basically. I'm pale.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? I always had this weird thing that some beings would appear, freeze us all in our place, and say okay, whatever is hanging off the bed/couch gets chopped off, or whatever is *on* the bed/couch gets chopped off, you get to choose. How weird is that?

24. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Nalleli's delayed text message to me.

25. How many TVs do you have? One here.

26. How big is your bed? A twin extra long, which only means extra-hard-to-find-sheets-that-fit.

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? Laptop.

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? Depends on where I am.

29. What color are your sheets? Red. That's right, bitches, I have sexxy sheets.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? One.

31. What is your favorite season? Fall.

32. What do you like about fall? The change from warmer to colder, but still entirely comfortable, and the leaves, and just the sense of change.

33. What do you like about winter? Great holidays, snow, snuggling, scarves.

35. What do you like about spring? It getting to be warm again, rebirth of life.

36. How many states have you lived in? Three.

37. How many cities/towns have you lived in? Oh man, a lot. At least five.

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Barefeet. Then shoes.

39. Are you a social person? Not terribly. If you catch me in the right mood.

40. What was the last thing you ate? Cookies.

41. What is your favorite restaurant? The Refectory.

42. What is your favorite ice cream? Cookie Dough, and Coffee Heath. mmmmm.

43. What is your favorite dessert? Ice cream, iced sugar cookies, iced cupcakes, pie, gelato, sorbet, etc. I like dessert. Ice cream is my favorite, though, which I guess is originally what you asked.

44. favorite kind of soup? Vegetarian Vegetable.

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? Grape.

47. Do you like coffee? Yes. I'm going to make some for myself soon.

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? A lot ... I just keep filling up my glass with water.

49. What do you drink in the morning? Water, soy milk with my cereal if I have time.

50. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? Depends on the someone else. I like having someone to say goodnight to and someone to cuddle with and someone to talk to before falling asleep, but I like being able to have my own little rituals and not worry about anyone else, so it truly depends.










Prologue

1. Where did you take your default pic? In WCH.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now? Jeans, my Rent T-shirt, underwear/bra.

3. What is your current problem? Grades/tests/quizzes.

4. What makes you most happy? Relief, laughing, people I enjoy.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? "Saved by the Buoyancy of Citrus" by Mitchell Hedberg.

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Yes.

7. Do you ever watch MTV? Yeah, when I want something mindless basically.

8. What's something that really annoys you? I think I've answered this already.

Chapter 1:

1. Middle Name: Nicole

2. Nick Names: Jess, Jessie, JRea, JR

3. Current location: NYC

4. Eye color?: Green

Chapter 2:

1. Do you live w/ your parents? No

2. Do you get along with your parent(s): Yeah

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: Divorced and remarried

Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: Cookie Dough/Coffee Heath

2. Season: Fall

Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: No

2. Call people back: No(t really)

3. Believe in love?: Yeeeeah, probably

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? My bed isn't really big enough for that

5. Have any bad habits? Yes, doubt and procrastination and easy (and lasting) discouragement and self-(making myself fail, can't think of the second part of the word)

6. Any mental health issues: yeah, probably

Chapter 5: Have You...

1. Broken a bone: Yes

2. Sprained anything: Maybe ankle

3. Had physical therapy?: Yes for my arm

4. Gotten stitches: No

5. Taken painkillers?: Yes

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling? No

7. Been stung by a bee: Yes

8. Thrown up at the dentist: No, but cried hysterically (you never really realize how freaky it is to go under anesthesia ... :I read a quote the other day from an anesthesiologist, something like 'you have to convince them that you're not the last person they're ever going to see' .. I honestly was face-to-face with the idea of never waking up, and voluntarily letting them put me in that place)

9. Sworn in front of your parents: yes ... it wasn't a problem until "goddammit" which apparently is not allowed

10. Had detention: yes

11. Been sent to the principals office? for awards and meetings and stuff, not in trouble

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s): Borat

2. The last person who texted you?: Nalleli

3. Last person you called? I don't know

5. Person you tackled?: I don't know

6. Thing you touched?: The keyboard ... before that ... my cell phone

7. Thing you ate?: cookies

8. Thing you drank: water




1.Who was your first prom date?
david, a boy i knew/liked in like, second-fifth grade or something crazy. i guess it looks picturesque. it was nice, yeah.

2. Who was your first roommate?
claire/julia, though really only claire.

3. What was your first alcoholic drink?
probably some awful wine cooler at the hog roast. then, vodka and orange juice/cranberry juice/sprite in florida.

4. What was your first job?
i technically haven't had it yet. hopefully the veterinarian at cooper square!

5. What was your first car?
the intrepid.

6. When did you go to your first funeral?
i don't remember.

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
i really don't remember. i used to, i remember that much ... it was at eakin ... it was a woman.

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
missouri or florida.

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
i haven't *technically* snuck out of my house, but i've been home and then left again when no one knew about that and i was assumed inside the house for the night. those names i will not name. =)

11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
some girl named becky, and no.

12. Where was your first sleepover?
i think it was at ashley's house ... we played backstreet boys cds and had a fake model runway show/competition. that is weird how i remember that.

13. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning?
nalleli if she's here.

14. Whose wedding were you in the first time?
my mom's best friend's.

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
go to the bathroom or check my email.

16. What was the first concert you went to?
98 degrees? nsync? one of those.

17. First tattoo or piercing?
ears when i was six.

18. First celebrity crush?
leonardo dicaprio in titanic. or jonathan taylor thomas. yeeeeeeah.

19. First crush?
devin in kindergarten, who my mom claims i kissed. i think i have some vague memory of kissing him under a table at kindercare too? maybe? who knows.

20. First TRUE love?
true is a really large word.

21. When was your first detention?
junior year for being "excessively" (aka, two times by less than ten minutes each time) late to zero period. whatevvvver, i got my essay done in there.






OOOOKAY. That has to be it. Because I'm out of myspace bulletins to give them to me. =/ That means studying. And coffee. and not sleep. and studying/feeling bad about my ability to take quizzes/tests. ewwwww.