A-B-C

T h e l e t t e r A
Are you available?: For what exactly...?
What is your age?: 19.
What annoys you?: School. The fact that I have to study shit I dislike in order to end up doing something I like.

t h e l e t t e r B
Do you know anyone named Billy?: Not really. I know of someone named Billy, and I know a Bill, but not really.
When is your birthday?: July 15.
Who is your best friend?: Tricia, Hillary.

t h e l e t t e r C
What's your favorite candy?: Mr. Goodbar, gummies.
Who's your crush?: The TA that isn't mine -- thankfully. I mean, seriously, he walked in the room today and I went all aflutter. Breath gone, stomach nervous -- what is that? I don't even know him! And he's not even my typical cute. Hmm. Anyway. He has a ring on the important finger, so probably nothing to be done, but crushes are better that way. Harmless.

t h e l e t t e r D
Do you daydream?: Oh yeah. All in Bio today I was like, goodness, stop thinking about all of that and get back to protists. It's exponentially worse when I'm in a relationship with someone, so thankfully I haven't had to deal with that lately.
What's your favorite kind of dog?: I love my baby Shih Tzu, but really I love almost all types of dogs. I've seen a lot of baby bulldogs around lately -- omg, adorable.
What day of the week is it?: Monday.

t h e l e t t e r E
How do you like your eggs?: I don't eat eggs.
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yes.
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: Waste time on the Internet.

t h e l e t t e r F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yes, less than two weeks ago, and I'll be on another one in less than another two. I've even flown a plane myself, quite briefly, but it was like how I assume the first hit of crack is.
Do you use fly swatters?: No. I try to shoo them out a door or window, but I don't kill them. Pretty much only mosquitos do I kill.
Have you ever used a foghorn?: Nope.

t h e l e t t e r G
Do you chew gum?: Yes, on occasion. After meals occasionally, on planes almost always, and during tests usually.
Are you a giver or a taker?: I think most people think of themselves as givers, but when other people hear them say that, they disagree. I do think a large part of me is a taker, but I have giver qualities as well.
Have you been go-karting?: Yeah, but not since, like ... maybe early high school.

t h e l e t t e r H
How are you?: I'm all right. I have a large expanse of time here to not worry about, which is good, but then I have to get kicked out of Scholars tomorrow (presumably), so that's not great.
What's your height?: 5'3"ish.
What color is your hair?: Blonde.

t h e l e t t e r I
What's your favorite ice cream?: Coffee Heath.
Have you ever ice skated?: Yes, but not since ... October 2005.

t h e l e t t e r J
What's your favorite jelly bean?: Generally, red ones. As long as it's not cinnamon.
Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: Yes.
Do you wear jewelry?: Yes. Right now I have on a watch, two rings, and four earrings.

t h e l e t t e r K
Who do you want to kill?: No one really. There are people I wouldn't mind if I didn't have to see again, though.
Do you want kids: Eventually. Definitely not now.
Where did you have kindergarten?: Kindercare.

t h e l e t t e r L
Are you laid back?: Usually.
Do you lie?: Oh, of course. Unless I'm lying about lying. Which makes me a liar anyway, so nevermind.

t h e l e t t e r M
What's your favorite movie?: Casablanca. But recently, Little Miss Sunshine was really good.
Do you still watch Disney movies?: I don't not watch them, but I don't own any, so not overly so.
Do you like mangos?: They're all right. I'd much rather have other fruits. Fleshy foods bother me a bit.

t h e l e t t e r N
Do you have a nickname?: Yeah.
whats your favorite number?: 4.
Do you prefer night over day?: Well, I prefer afternoon in general, which is why I always attempt to keep mine free, but I easily prefer night over morning.

t h e l e t t e r O
What’s your one wish?: I'm sure I have more than one.
are you an only child?: No.

t h e l e t t e r P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: Probably ... failure. Although dinosaurs/spiders/snakes are right up there. The dot dot dot was me deciding between the two.
Have you ever been paintballing? No.

t h e l e t t e r Q
Are you quick to judge people?: Probably. But I like when people surprise me.

t h e l e t t e r R
Do you think you're always right?: Probably in some small way.
Do you watch reality tv?: Yeah...right now, just American Idol. I don't have that much time for TV.
What’s a good reason to cry?: There are several. My most recent was finding out people believed in me more than I believed in myself. That's cheesy, but true.

t h e l e t t e r S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Sun, usually.
Do you like snow?: Yeah. Not so much driving or walking in it, but snow's cool.
What's your favorite season?: Spring. I like the reemergence.

t h e l e t t e r T
What time is it?: 2:18 pm.
What time did you wake up?: 7:30 am.
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: Oh man, I don't even remember. Sometime before high school, I'm thinking.

t h e l e t t e r U
Can you ride a unicycle?: I don't believe so.

t h e l e t t e r V
What’s the worst veggie?: Let's see, I don't like artichoke, zucchini, eggplant.
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Ireland. Marco. Home.

t h e l e t t e r W
What's your worst habit?: Worst ... oh man, like I'd rank them like that. I have many faults ... listing them all would be a task enough, let alone ranking them.
Where do you live?: NYC currently.

t h e l e t t e r X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: Yes. Helped develop some once too.
Have you seen the x-games?: No. I think I might have watched some skateboarders in it once...while randomly skimming TV channels.
Do you own a xylophone?: No. That would be a large thing to own in a dorm.

t h e l e t t e r Y
do you like the color yellow?: I don't dislike it. I don't think I own anything yellow, though...save highlighters and post-its.
What year were you born in?: 87. You guess the other two numbers.

t h e l e t t e r Z
Do you believe in the zodiac?: Not overly, but not underly either. Ha. Sort of, sometimes, and maybe.
What's your favorite zoo animal? Otters! Although I always like seeing the elephants, and the seals at the Bronx Zoo, though incredibly smelly, were sweet.














1. I've come to realize that my last kiss...was toxic.

2. I am listening to..."Possession" by Sarah McLachlan.

3. I talk...when I feel like it, and not a moment before.

4. I love... my new class, I think.

6. My first real kiss... was awhile ago.

8. I hate it when people ask... what my grades are.

9. Love is... elusive and complicated.

10. Marriage... isn't something I can even imagine myself doing now. It's baffling, that's what it is.

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking... why?

12. I'll always... love you? No ... be difficult. Rejections: breathe, be, belief, remember, feel.

13. I have a secret crush... on my new TA.

14. The last time I cried was because...my mom was so supportive regarding something I thought she'd overly chastise me for. (for which ... yeah yeah yeah.)

15. My cell phone is... on silent right now.

16. When I wake up in the morning... I usually go right back to sleep.

17. Before I go to bed... I usually brush my teeth, change into pajamas, wash my face, and now floss! Floss is so novel it gets an exclamation point. I'm not actually excited about it.

18. Right now I am thinking about... someone I should not be thinking about. I almost made a desperate call last night to the likes of, "I'm still obsessing over it, and I think I still really care, and I hate myself for it, but please tell me how to stop." That, and a "10 Things I Hate About You" confession which would be *so* awkward at this point. H'oooomg. Whatever. Moving on.

19. Babies are... interesting little things. They smell so good, they know almost nothing of the world, and we have no way of really knowing their cognitive ideas.

20. I get on myspace... when I'm bored, or to indirectly spy on people.

21. Today I... have a lot of classes.

22. Tonight I will... hopefully do some reading.

23. Tomorrow I will be... meeting Scholars doom head-on.

24. I really want to be... a vet. I wish I had an out, I wish I could still change my mind, but seriously, it's like saying, hey, you don't have to breathe air, you could always go live in water. But you know? You have to breathe air, it's just how it is. There is no choice.

25. Someone that will most likely repost this is...no one.

26. When I laugh so hard I... cry and my face scrunches up and it's hilarious.

28. In the past I wish I beat up... no one. Violence, what?

29. In my past I wish I'd dated... Johnny Depp, man. No, but seriously, sometimes I think I'd like to have dated someone from freshman year of HS, but then I think I'd be in a radically different place probably, and that's a little scary. Who knows, maybe I would be less neurotic and relationship-impaired, but then again, maybe I'd be less interesting and experienced.

30. If I was rich the first thing I'd buy is...my college education.














Rules
• don’t change your myspace top 5.
• fill the people in below.
• answer the questions truthfully.


Number 1: Hillary.
Number 2: Tricia.
Number 3: Zach.
Number 4: Wes.
Number 5: Nalleli.

Have you ever danced with 3?
Yes, during My Fair Lady, we waltzed.

Where did you meet number 1?
Band.

Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?
Nope.

Has 2 been to your house?
Ha, yeah.

Have you ever gone shopping with 3?
Yeah.

Have you ever met 5's family?
Her mother.

Do you know 1's middle name?
Yes.

Have you ever eaten anything in front of 3?
Ha, yes.

Have you ever hated 4?
No.

Have you ever fought with number 2?
Small things.

Have you ever done something embarrassing with 1?
Ha, of course.

Are any of your top 5 family members?
Not by blood.

Has anyone in your top 5 seen you cry?
Yes.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as #2?
I can't specifically remember an instance, but it wouldn't surprise me.

Have you ever, or are you currently dating anyone in your top 5?
No.

Would 1 do anything for you?
Well anything is a big word, but yes we are good friends.

How do you feel when 4 hugs you?
Ha, good? Hugs are sweet. Wes gives good hugs.

Will 1-5 repost this?
No.

Have you ever kissed number 1?
Ha, yes.

Does number 1 love you?
Why of course. You don't get to my number one without some lovin' going on. ;)














iPod Survey
--Put your iPod on shuffle and answer each question with the song title

Family:

Did I have a happy childhood?:
Christmas Bells (Rent)

What kind of person was I:
The World I Know (Collective Soul)

Am I in love?:
Love and Memories (OAR) [wow]

If so, what is that person like?:
8 Easy Steps (Alanis Morissette)

If not, do I want to be?:
I Got You Babe (Sonny and Cher)

How do I feel about love?:
Hang on Sloopy (The McCoys) [ha, osu]

Life:

What are most days like?
Drink the Water (Jack Johnson)

Whats my life like?
Caught Up (Usher) [so true]

What is in store for this weekend?
One Week - acoustic (Barenaked Ladies)

How is my life going?
Carmen Sandiego (Rockapella) [ha, can't find anything]

Do I act my age?
Never Is A Promise (Fiona Apple)

What song will be played at my Wedding?
Blame It On My Youth (Jamie Cullum) [well that's just sad...I guess I will always be alone]

How does the world see me?
Creep (Radiohead) [wow, good turn here]

Will I have a happy life?
What You Need (INXS)

What do my friends really think of me?
Ray of Light (Madonna)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Twist and Shout (Beatles)

How can I make myself happy?
We Might As Well Be Strangers (Keane) [could we choose a sadder song to make me happy? geeze]

What does my family think of me?
Thriller (Michael Jackson) [ha...I don't even know what that means, but I know it's funny]

What should I do with my life?
Used to Love You (John Legend)

What is my signature dancing song?
Come Away With Me (Norah Jones) [except not...]

What do I think my current theme song is?
Chasing Cars - acoustic (Snow Patrol) [that's just cruel. i don't listen to this currently because it's too timely]

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Jaded (Aerosmith) [thanks guys]

What is my life theme song?
Welcome to the Jungle (Guns N' Roses) [ha, now that's about right]

What best describes my life?
Bright Lights (Matchbox 20) [that's too right to be planned]

What best describes my friends?
I'm Movin' On (Rascal Flatts)

What best describes the person I love?
You Are Loved (Josh Groban)

Have you had sex?
You Will Be My Ain True Love (Alison Krauss)

What describes my worst enemy?
Middle of Nowhere (Hot Hot Heat)

Do I enjoy life?
Copacabana (Barry Manilow) [could anything say I enjoy live more? ha]

Am I a good person?
Home Life (John Mayer)

Do I make others happy?
Mamma Mia (A*Teens) [I have the ABBA version, too, relax]















*****10 YEARS AGO*****

1.) How old were you?
9

2.) Where did you go to school?
Darby Woods

3.) Where did you work?
I certainly didn't then if I don't now.

4.) Where did you live?
Galloway

5.) Where did you hang out?
Probably just at friends' houses.

6.) Did you wear glasses?
No

7.) Who was your best friend?
In fourth grade? Oh goodness ... I think it was Yolanda and Sarah and Julie.

8.) How many tattoos did you have?
None

9.) Who was your crush?
Probably David

10.) What car did you drive?
None

11.) Had you been to a real party yet?
Sleepovers...

12.) Had your heart broken?
No ... simpler times.

13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
Single...I wasn't taken until fifth grade, lol.

*****FIVE YEARS AGO*****

1.) How old were you?
14.

2.) Where did you go to school?
WHS

3.) Where did you work?
Still didn't

4.) Where did you live?
Still Galloway

5.) Where did you hang out?
Band

6.) Did you wear glasses?
No

7.) Who were your best friends?
Jackie and Bethany

8.) Who was your regular-person crush?
Brett

9.) How many tattoos did you have?
Still none

10.) How many piercings did you have?
I think only one in each ear, but it might have been two by that point.

11.)What car did you drive?
Didn't/couldn't

12.) Had you ever had your heart broken?
Well, there was some heart broken-ness during my year as 14, so sort of.

13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
Single, wasn't taken again until 16.

**January 2007**
1.) How old are you?
19.

2.) Where do you work?
Nowhere. I had a job at a vet's office once, but then I went away on winter break (which he well knew about), and suddenly that job no longer existed. Joyous.

3.) Where do you live?
NYC. Sometimes still Galloway.

4.) Do you wear glasses?
still no.

5.)Who are your best friends?
Tricia, Hillary, Nalleli, Shirley, Zach.

6.) Do you talk to your old friends?
The ones mentioned on here? No.

7.) How many piercings do you have?
Left ear twice, right ear four times.

8.) How many tattoos?
Still none.

9.) What kind of car do you have?
Chrysler LHS or something. Granny car, and I love it.

10.) Has your heart been broken?
Yes.

11.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Single. And occasionally bitter. Ha.
















ARE YOU
1. A Cuddler? Yes.
2. Are you a morning person? No. I need twenty minutes when I wake up before you try to talk to me. Seriously.
3. Are you a perfectionist? Yes. Awfully so.
4. An only child? No.
5. In your Pajamas? No.
6. Left handed? No.

LAST
1. Friend you saw: Nalleli.
2. Talked to on the phone: Zach.
3. Message over MySpace: Jenny.
4. Wore: I'm wearing clothes right now ... jeans, pink tank, black sweater, gray/pink tennis shoes.
5. Was today better than yesterday? Comparable, though entirely different.

FAVORITE
1. Number: 4.
2. Color: Green, cerulean.
3. Season: Spring, Fall.

CURRENTLY
1. Missing: My babies (aka pets).
2. Wanting: to not go to Physics lab/lecture.

Questions & ANSWERS
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning?
A: Got out of bed, grabbed my already set-out clothes/towel, and went to the shower.

Q: Last thing you ate:
A: Goldfish ... whole grain ones.


Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Yes, impending classes/meetings/homework.

Q: What's the last video you watched?
A: It's the Ciiiiiiircle of Liiii-iiii--iiiiiiiife.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Silver Center for classes, then SB, then Tisch for classes.

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: Eh, a normal amount maybe.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Oh of course.

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: Usually.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?:
A: My bed.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: Black, pink.

Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
A: Girl, but barely.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: A few days ago.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: I don't remember ... that it was late.

Q: What are you about to do?
A: Read my lab, go to lab.

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10?
A: 7. Maybe 6.5-7.

Q: What do you see right now?
A: The computer screen...

Q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
A: Jack.

Q: Anything hurt on your body right now?
A: Not really, which is nice. I'm cold.

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: It was December before finals, now it's probably June just for possibility factor.

Q: What was your elementary schools mascot?
A: Cougar Cubs. Aw.

Q: What's your favorite bottled water?
A: Probably Aquafina, just because I like the bottle. Oh no, wait, the lemon kind I had in France (it's not Volvic, but that's all right) ... it's like Amanda, or something.

Q: What are/were you doing at 9 pm tonight?
A: Are ... um ... probably reading.

Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: Depends on the time of year ... probably a caramel frappuccino, but I love gingerbread and vanilla lattes, and the occasional something weird.

Q: Did you attend your high school prom?
A: Yes, both.

Q: Did you go to someone else's prom?
A: No.

Q: Do you prefer coffee or tea?
A: Coffee, though it should be tea.

Q: Something red within 5 feet of you?
A: A pen.

Q: Least favorite color?
A: I don't really think about it.

Q: Favorite kind of pizza?
A: Cheese, Planks.

Q: Ever had Dippin Dots?
A: Yes ... I actually had a dream they were selling them on the street, but I didn't want any because I was cold, but since then I have really wanted some.

Q: Ever make fun of a homeless person?
A: Make fun not really. Get annoyed with and maybe make derogatory comments about ... maybe.

Q: At what age do you want to get married?
A: When I can quiet this voice in my head that screams against it. Maybe late 20s, probably sometime in my 30s.

Q: How many kids do you have/want?
A: Have none, want at least one, probably two, maybe something crazy like eight.

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: Nalleli.

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Not usually.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: No. It resists curl.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE GOING TO?
A: Ha, Rockstar Supernova kids! If Magni isn't there, though, the coolness factor goes down exponentially. I heart him.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: Bye to Nalleli as she left for her meeting.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: Yes. American Idol, House, sometimes Bones, The Office, and Grey's.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
A: Yeah. I finished it and was like, umm wow, I don't know what really just happened. Then, I thought the movie wasn't as great as I'd heard it was. Then, as days passed and I still was thinking about it and realized it had kind of infiltrated my head and psyche, I was like, all right, good deal.

Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
A: No. I don't work. I also apparently am not supposed to eat or live.

Q: EVER BEEN FISHING?
A: Yes, but not for awhile.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: Maybe.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
A: Reading my Physics lab. But it bores me.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: Yeah.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: Sort of. I believe in knowledge at first sight, but the true depth ... that comes with time (though I don't think it has to take years or even months ... it can be quick).

Q: WHO DID YOU GET THIS SURVEY FROM?
A: Myspace.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY ?
A: We have a few babies or toddlers. One of them. Unless you mean immediate family, and then it's my sister.

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: Usually.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: Oh man, never really.